Time, I wish I had more of I feel I been robbed babe what a dam crime,
you made me smile laugh and cry who else will do that no one I wont even try,
I want to share with the whole world what a privallege it was to spend time with you,
your wisdom and your intellect tho seen rarely its true,
those moments in my heart are forever stared stuck like glue,
Time spent together making sweet love looking into each others eyes deeply we gaze,
The rest of my life without that I don't want to face,
I'm so thankful for your time spent each night in my bed, 
now the nights without you I truly dread,
If I had the chance to re due our time together
I would talk with you more, play with you more. hug you more, I would kiss and snuggle you more,
fight with you and hurt you I would never. Too much time we wasted on drugs and haten 
I truly hope you know the ugly words spoke and ugly things I did, I never meant them.
Time spent with you was precious I really miss us. I'm sorry    Love Ronda

Im excited to share this memory, I know it was from you my babe.  So I'm in the back yard pulling weeds and raking when suddenly I noticed in the very back corner of the yard a very pretty plant with great big white flowers like a hibiscus tree.  I cleaned out from under and all around it, then went inside for a break, 20 min or so later when I returned there were 3 little white feathers lying there.  This made me so happy I picked them up crying and thanking you. Next day still working on back yard I noticed the big white flowers were all closed up, they normally are open during day and close at night, however it would do opposite yesterday, I walk over to the plant and suddenly have a most wonderful memory babe.  When you and I were in sober living homes in san Bernardino ca. you brought me a big white beautiful flower that came from a cactus you told me it blooms only once a year and for 24 hours only. I was and still am touched deeply by this, even more so now. The flower I picked off the plant last night is still open big bright and full of life.  I thank you so much I receive your message my Daryl I love you..Memories will give me life amen.
                                                         love Ronda

It was December 2015 when you walked up to me and introduced yourself.  Hi I'm Daryl Martin what's your name?  I look up at your very tall physique.  I thought to myself wow you're so tall and what a handsome face. Sexy, tall dark and handsome.  Then you asked me over to your place to smoke. which was one of our many short comings. I said yes of course because you told me we had met previously and where it was that we met you even told me what I was driving and the conversation we had. I was and still am impressed guys just don't remember details like you did. It wasn't long till you leaned into my bubble and kissed me, wowzer kabowzer did we ever kiss well together we couldn't get enough of one another's kisses, so you asked me to spend the night, who was I to decline? I am so glad that I stayed with you that night because it was the most beautiful,passionate,exotic, Love making encounter of our lives we shared with one another, It was the beginning of our love.  I will cherish the night and many others for always my Daryl   Love Ronda