time passes mum but the pain doesn't so want to talk to you just one more day but i know i cant and that even if i could then i would want you every day after that anyway you are so missed it is unbelievable . is it all you thought it would be? is there somewhere we will again meet. i am just not sure anymore that is what hurts so much that i will never ever see you again well happy birthday luv u 4ever xxxx
the tears roll down my eyes, as i think of you i see Your face everytime i close my eyes i want to ring you so much. You gave so much of yourself to everyone not only us but you did exist for us kids.
You were known for your point of view but growning up we had alot of laughs and you got used to us and laughed with us. you wanted me to write for you , you have always wanted me to keep writing . mum you wanted a close family that was your goal just your kids being close. well this poem to you shows it was not your fault as we were not the perfect children we wll went off the track at a time.
i gave you your wish all four of us around your bed at the same time and for your sake i hope differences can be made up as i know that is your final wish
well here is my poem for you.about us kids hope you like it
Life is like a flower so You are ours
As we grew the petals spread
leaving one by one you standing still
all returning You being the common thread
like bees returning to the honey your love
it getting me through the good and bad
always listening lending your shoulder
me always using it for the times happy and sad
Mum i know this petal has fallen off at times
it is you that has brought me back
You tell me there is more to hang in there
i am fighting to find the right track
Mum you have wiped countless tears
being there every time i have called
given me so many happy memories over the years
You never gave up on me
only a few more things i can say
i still need you mum and always will
i love you in every way
mum i want to ring you so much you were the most beautiful,, loving caring mother in the world and i am devestated i cant talk to you. love you forever will never forget you ohh my darling mother the hole you have left in my heart i dont think will ever close xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.oooooooo
