I sit here and ponder
I picture your smile

if only you had stayed a longer while

I remember your loud laugh,
the way you would peer down from your glasses
the uniqueness of you.

There was so much i wanted to show you
and tell you before you left,
but you were so tired
but
I really just wanted
you to stay.

When i popped out the lounge door for a few minutes
you began your journey

and nothing i did or said could change that
I know because i tried my best to keep you

selfish much


Enjoy heaven Mum and all the freedom it brings

I've learnt to not begrudgingly mean it now

until we meet at heavens gate
(or wherever they let me in )

your #1 daughter❤⚘

10 years heavenside mum
always in my heart❤

Happy bornday Mama
9 birthday in heaven

you would be 83 earth years young down here
up there i guess your 21 lol

miss you more with each passing year
feels like a lifetime ago mum

miss you until Im looking at you ♥️

Aww Nan ive been thinking of you lately since ive been back home in Rotorua. Wish you were here i love you so much and miss you so many more xxxx Till we meet again Nan luv u 4eva and always

forever in my heart
miss you untill im looking at you

09.02.2020
you are always on my mind
and i will love you all the time

hari huritau taku mámá

meet you in my dreams
⚘

God looked around his garden
And found an empty place,
He then looked down upon the earth
And saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you
And lifted you to rest.
God’s garden must be beautiful
He always takes the best.


miss you❤

well lets start with happy news
our 2nd" GIFT" arrived from HEAVEN 
03/03/19
thanks for transitioning his arrival Mum
another precious love to fill my heart
youve been gone 8 years tonight & i still miss you as much as ever
my rock, my unconditional love
the longing never ceases
the heartache will always remain
1 sweet day mum

happy heavenly birthday my Mum
7 birthdays in heaven
love you beyond the stars & the moon ☄
i have so much to tell you
meet u in my dreams☄

7 years tonight you boarded your flight to heaven,
A magical moment for you I’m sure, reuniting with loved ones gone

Not so magical for me, you departed my life
I said it was ok but I lied it wasn’t
I felt so cheated you just got here
Worst day of my life
I know I’ll see you again but still
We’ are even now
All the crap I put you through as a teenager you put me through in one day
Just One day
You sure know how to make an entrance & you sure know how to make an exit.

You can make that up to me one day Sweet dreams Queen Bee of my heart xx

Happy earthly birthday Mum
Maybe the layout up there is different but down here I remember your birthday & all the good & funny times we shared
Always leaves a smile in my heart❤️

I’ll miss you until the day I see you

Special memories & thoughts of you on Xmas day happy heavenly Xmas mum.

The love it never lessens
The longing it never ceases
The heartache it still remains

My number 1 Angel up above
Keep your eyes on the ones you love❤️

Thanx a lot for your présence and your help when I was down. You've been my mum in New Zealand and you are still in my heart.
I Will never forget that moments.
Thousand of excuses for did't give you news from me after I left the country.
I know you're well where you are. Take care of your family from there.
Mihi RIP.. Love

6 years mum, I didn't forget, I thought it's meant to get easier

Happy birthday mum, hope your day was amazing. Mine not so much on your special day....until I felt you here, a warmth by my side your face in my mind :-) Miss you always xox

Time is flying by Mum, 5 years ago you departed to a new residence.
They say time heals the pain but I don't think that is true. Shoes left behind no one can fill. space in my heart where your memories are kept until the day we meet again & the empty space becomes whole.
Happy heaven day mum. Thinking of you xx

Happy birthday mama, thinking of you today..every day
In a dream time we meet again ❤️❤️

Merry Xmas Mum,our angel up above. missing you always

This day i can never forget, 4 years already mum, times just flying by. Always in my heart- the one place you can never leave.
Happy heaven day mama ❤️❤️

Happy birthday mama, I think of you often & i know your fine
Miss your face, your smile, your voice, your cooking ❤️

Mere kirihimete taku mama xx
Its xmas eve again

Treasured memories
Unwrapping some for xmas
Special moments in time
In our hearts always mum

Meet you in my dreams xx✨

3 years tonight that your spirit departed this world. Miss you being here for me. Recalling our last day together i never dreamt it would be the last. Our last ride together, our last jokes,. our last meal & then you were gone. Life changed in that short moment & the path to healing is so long
infinite love & hugs mum xxxx Happy Heaven Day

Happy birthday mum. Thinking of you today ..every day
3rd birthday in heaven. Have a wonderful day up there celebrating with family and friends. Hope you can see our ballons xxxxxx
infinite love mum. Miss you

my heart misses you mum, tears still flow
your always on my mind..time is just flying by...so many changes
your still a part of our conversations & we remember & laugh about all our special memories shared.. In those moments its like your here still with us. Im so thankful that you were MY mum. I miss you xo

Groundhog day again, 2 years already mum, wish you were here sharing our lives, growling when we need to be growled.
Always on my mind & in my heart <3
Infinite love xo

happy birthday mum, hope your having a beautiful day relaxing with the whanau, your new great grandson is so handsome..but you know that already :) thinking of you always xoxo

Mere Kirihimete mama.... 2nd xmas without you. miss your voice, miss your presence, you are always on my mind xoxo

I miss your words of wisdom mum :(  another season has come & gone...its spring time again.. when i see flowers i think of you & remember days gone by xo

always in my thoughts..forever in my heart...
1 year 4months & 8 days already..
miss u mum xo :(

Nan you were always there for me nan and you still are i wish that i could just see your smile just one more time so my tears can just go away i miss you nan dont ever forget that.i just wish that you can be with us forever thats why im lighting thiss candle for you nan I <3 U NAN     
R.I.P love from keri xoxoxoxox

xO

1 year already mum, in my mind it feels like groundhog day.
4 seasons have come & gone, & it still feels like yesterday.
They have another 'greenfingers' in paradise mum, the garden of eden will be amazing

Happy birthday mum...thinking of u 2day....everyday, i bet you have your dancing shoes on & your off to the big RSA in the sky :)
still hard 2 believe you are not here any more, i miss talking 2 u...love u infinite xoxo
it says 8th feb but here in perth its the 9th

Mum was taken on her final journey home to New Zealand, to the Kaik (Onuku), a most fitting service was performed by cousin James Robinson & mums ashes were set free near the entrance to the Akaroa Harbour, it was a magical day,
Home at last mum xox,
always missing u :(

not a day goes by that I dont think of you...you were one classy. hard headed, stubborn woman my mate, but thats why we got on so well. I sit outside your last flat wishing you were still here.For me it will take along time to start healing i miss u

Kia ora na te whanau o Mihi.

Tena koe cuzins, so sorry on the passing of your mum,nana. I have a photo of your mum at my dads 60th which we celebrated in 2009 at the Lakehouse. It is very nice her.

Miss you my beautiful nana, You have definately made me the young woman I am today, you were there when ever I needed you even from miles away. You are one of a kind and will never be forgotten. I love you and miss you. will see you again xx

You always did it your way mum :)the most honest (too honest), caring & reliable mum & nanna. I will miss you long time. You left a huge imprint on our hearts & i will forever hold you there.You were 73 years young mum..i expected you to live forever

R.I.P mihi, growing up ur beautiful face always welcomed us with warmth and love...no matter what we did...you will always be in our hearts and never forgotten. much love mother hubbard