knock knock. Sisters, I am just missing you both so much. I just want you to know that my love for you has not changed and will never change. I feel like I am just having a bad dream. When I will wake up from this dream is unknown to me. How I wish this was just a dream. Sleep well my 2 beautiful angels. The Lord is with you.

Mami Hannah and you always answered. Wish you can answer me just one more time. The brains of our family who knew and did everything. Today our family is like a herd of cattle without a Shepard. Bamenda to me meant you. You gave me and my sisters stability and protected us from the harshness of this world. You did so much for us and we so little for you. It never occurred to me there was just one you because your covered the entire horizon and even more. Hard to believe Friday morning was the last time I will talk to you. You forgot to say good bye forever. My heart hurts so much, my tears flow endlessly, if only I could tell your heart to beat again I will give up my self so it could. 

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Ma Clara. Who should call again  that. You were just an iron lady. I always remember all your assistance when I was moi in Bafut. You were always beside. In your life, you had never gave up in difficult moment. You were always positive. I'm on tears. Ma, when you reach there, great John Cha, ma Dorothy, Dr Ndike, etc. Tell them, you are in our memory for ever. Ma Clara, bye bye.