June 11, 2019
June 11, 2019
Man, I haven't been here in years. Every year, I get the notifications, and every year, I let them pass by silently. But, tonight is so different. I'm laying in my apartment after a long day of work, and all I can think about is the life that was taken way too soon. So much life. So much potential. All gone. I knew I should have went with you that day, but you told me you wouldn't be gone long and you would see me when you got back. But, that day never came. I miss you man. Every minute of every day. Friends have come and gone many times over, but your spirit has always been there with me. Some days, I think you would be proud of the man I've become. Other days, I feel like you would be in my ear to tell me to be better. Do better. I love you, big bro. Your presence in my life was the hands of fate much like that day. But, every thing you have ever given me is still with me. Rest easy.