Mom, not a day goes by that i dont miss you. I often find myself going in to check on you. Or i get the sudden urge to go talk only to realize you are no longer with us. The pain is so strong that as soon as I walk down the hall i brick weighs my heart down. I thought because you were old it will be easy. Its not easy at all. I had you over half my life. But you are lucky to be with Amber and your children who passed before you. Please tell Amber i love and miss her so much. Tell Leona the same thing. She was a great sister and was very good to me. I dont think i ever told her that. Amber was just like her. And granny, i miss her too and my dad. Hearing all kinds of stories. I dont know anything about tjise things. I believe you did the best you could and provided for the two devil kids...lol me and Jeanne. Any way watching a sad movie to cry more. Good news is i am still the owner of this house. I would be easy to walk away, but Mal told me of the struggles when you first moved to Calif. It makes me appreciate the house so much more. Lots of happy memiries here especially of you mom