HI MOM, I MISS YOU SO MUCH!I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY, EVERYTIME I WRITE IT JUST DISAPPEARS I GUESS I DON'T DO IT RIGHT! MICHAEL AND VICKY WERE BAPTISED YESTERDAY, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL! I MISS YOU AND WISH THING'S WOULD HAVE ENDED ON A GOOD NOTE! MY FRIEND DEBBIE HAS REALLY HELPED ME THROUGH THIS GREIF PROCESS,YOU WOULD HAVE LIKED HER!!! BRENDA IS STILL HERE, I FEEL CLOSER TO YOU WITH HER HERE, BUT SHE WILL BE LEAVING PRETTY SOON.I MISS OUR FAMILY BIRTHDAY'S AND X-MAS'S. IT WAS SO DIFFERENT WHEN YOU LEFT. NOBODY IS SPEAKING TO ANYBODY! I MISS MY SISTER AND MY DAUGHTER AND GRANDKIDS. I REALLY MISS YOU,AND WISH YOU WERE HERE SOMETIMES, BUT I KNOW IT WAS GOD'S TIMING. HELP ME MOM, PLEASE PUT LOVE BACK IN THIS FAMILY,WE R ALL SO BROKEN!!! WELL I WILL GO NOW, I WILL WRITE MORE LATER, I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND I AM TRULY SORRY I WAS NOT THERE FOR YOU LIKE I SHOULD HAVE!!!! THE SICKER YOU GOT THE FARTHER AWAY I STAYED , DON'T KNOW WHY! MAYBE I NEVER WILL.. ALWAY'S KNOW I LOVED YOU AND WANTED TO BE THERE, THATS BETWEEN ME AND GOD. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE KNOW THAT!!!  YOUR DAUGHTER, MELODY