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helen Kathrine miller
  • 53 years old
  • Date of birth: Oct 1, 1963
  • Date of passing: Oct 18, 2016
Let the memory of helen be with us forever
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, helen miller, 53, born on October 1, 1963 and passed away on October 18, 2016. We will remember her forever.
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This tribute was added by Mary Molino on 18th October 2017

"Mom, it is hard believing that you passed. There are so many things we
Will never get to do together again. Although days pass where I just want to curse your name for what you didnt give to me, and I feel hateful because you are no longer here. Then I remembere all of the things that you gave up in your life for us. Everything you would do. Like almost breaking the door to the church down because I came home crying. You wouldn't ever let us be disrespectful to our elders. You tought us to love deeply, and hate was a much stronger word than it is to say. If there was a single moment in time I could have with you again, I would crawl my butt up in to your lap and hold you tighter. I would listento the beat of your heart and for that moment love you with all that I could. I still need you, and any moment knowing that you are no longer her is so unbearable. How do I be the mom in me without you. It is the mother you were for me, that made the mother I am. I have been trying. I do hope that any suffering from the passing of your life will ease with time. people enjoyed being around you. I prey That your trvels into the sprit world are better than any celebration or birthday or ponderosa party ever was. I prey that you are able to not look back here and carry on where I know you will always be home. I Love you! Forever and always, always have and always will. I just want you to know, I will always do my best to be me. That no matter what I will neverforgetwhere I came from, and hope to succeed in life the way you alwaysbelieved I would.  Hey mom I love you. I dont know what to say, I hate that your not here that everything is getting worse. That I feel so alone. I dont know who my family is anymore. I dont have you an your unconditional love. I hate that I had ever said hurtfulthings to you. Because while you love me still even after I would say I hate you or couldnt wait till I was out of your life was a complete lie. I just didnt know how to express myself to you. And I wont get time to learn either. I cant stand to remember you, it hurts. And it doesn't seem that anyone wants to remember you with me. I feel alone with your passing. And its been a year and it seems to only hurt more. I know I am supposed to probably write a bunch of condolences, but I ddont believe that what you would want to here. Truth is I am far fro ok with you passing. But I have to live with that, and it sucks. I lve you and miss you."

This tribute was added by Julia Poland on 13th November 2016

"Helen, you are deeply missed. One of the Best women I've known in my life. Your laughter, kindness and Love you left imprinted in our lives will stay forever. Your Smile was a contagious one. I'll never forget our camping trip we all took to Salt Springs and the laughter and memories will stay forever. You will Forever be Missed but Never Forgotten"

This tribute was added by Rhonda McDonald on 12th November 2016

"A wonderful woman with a great sense of humor. My prayers to her family,"

This tribute was added by Bobbie Gilligan on 12th November 2016

"We miss you and love you so much cousin!!!! You were the toughest lady i have ever known!!"

This tribute was added by lucille phillips on 12th November 2016

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