Happy Heavenly Birthday Sugarpuss 2023
All My

Happy heavenly birthday grandmother ❤️ 
Love u

Thinking of u grandmother ❤️

It's been an emotional year sugarpuss. So many of our old friends have died and there has been so many changes.
I wrote this poem for you because you were the strongest woman I ever knew. I hope you enjoy it.
I have had sixteen poems published since you left. This one was one that came in first place. It's the sixth poem to come in first
with Eber and Wein Publishing out of Phillie.
The Oak Tree:
The mighty wind blew night and day. It stole the Oak trees leaves away, then snapped it's boughs and pulled it's bark, until the Oak was tired and stark.
But still the Oak Tree held it's ground while other trees fell all around.
The weary wind gave up and spoke "How can you still be standing, Oak?" The Oak
tree said " I know that you can break each branch of mine in two, carry every leaf away, shake my limbs and make me sway.
But I have roots stretched in this earth, growing stronger since my birth.
You'll never touch them for you see, they are the deepest part of me.
Until today, I wasn't sure of just how much I could endure.
But now I've found, with thanks to you, I'm so much stronger than I ever knew."  All My Love, Kimberly

You are still here, alive, in my heart.
I love you always.

IT'S NOT THE LEAVING THAT'S THE PROBLEM.

IT'S KNOWING THAT YOUR NEVER COMING BACK THAT'S KILLING ME.

It's been 20 years since you left me and it still feels like yesterday. There has been so many worldly changes. But one thing will never change. My love for you. As you fly the heavens above remember me forever too. I love you

Well your granddaughter Keri Laray has come home to you. She passed yesterday September 10th early in the morning. Her battle with cancer went 10 years plus. She is finally at peace and with you now. I am sorry to hear of her passing, like her mother she was much to young to die. May the Lord keep you all safe and warm in his embrace forever.
All My Love
Kimberly

Well summer is just about over and soon fall will be in the air. My body is failing me in many ways and so many people have passed on that many of my days are spent lonely in memories of how things used to be. I long to hear your voice but know you have gone on and live in a new dimension where I hope you are happy and at peace. You will always be in my heart and mind. I love you!
Kimberly

Hello Sugarpuss,
It's been a crazy year with everything going on this year but one thing remains the same, my undying love for you and the good memories I hold for you and of you, deep within me. Today is a time each year I stop and do the things you used to do, like play with bubbles and stare up at the stars. Tonight I light this Japanese candle and watch it ascend into the heavens hoping that you can see the light in my heart that still burns for you. I love you still and forever.

Take good care of Tammy. You guys have become quite a crowd. Not many of us left that belonged to our group. I'm one of the last left.
I'll be home soon too. Then we can all fly.

Hello Sugarpuss,
It's been 18 years and I miss you like the first night you went away.
The world has changed so much. But one thing that would never change is my love for you.
Until we meet again....
Me/ Kimberly XXOO

Oh Helen,
The world is so mixed up. Your Grandchildren are all doing so wonderful. Sarah Lynn has turned out to be a superb mother. They all have wonderful families, nice homes, good jobs and people who love them. Best yet- not one of them are on drugs. You would be so proud. I guess that news is the best Christmas gift you could receive.
Me, I'm out living all of the old crowd and some of the new.
And still you remain in my heart with my devotion to you.
See you in the New Year. My sweet Angel...
I Love you...

Happy Heavenly Birthday Grandmother Helen, I love you. ❤

Hi grandmother happy birthday i love u an miss u very much. I got married!!! Crazy rite lol wish u could have been there to watch me. I know u were watching from above tho.

Happy Birthday to you on your 80th birthday. Things are kind of a mess here on earth.
We are getting more hostile toward one another and the disease is running rampart and killing thousands each day.
I still think of you often and regret all the time we wasted fighting and getting caught up in other peoples lies and games.
Remember me as I remember you.
I'll see you when my times is over and we will see each other once more. It's then that we can resume our friendship.
Pray for me, always. I love you!

Well, we are experiencing a world wide flu pandemic called COVID 19, which has killed 1000's of people and infected hundreds of thousands of people in a few months. Everyone has lost all their freedoms and rights because we are in fear of becoming infected and loosing our lives.So we are ordered to stay in our homes as all businesses shut down leaving everyone unemployed, told to wear masks and told to stand no closer than 20 feet from one another in pubic.

Another year gone by and still it feels like yesterday when you went away but I've found one thing is true that no one and nothing measures up to you and that no amount of time has eased this aching heart of mine. I still feel every thing as I did on day one. I love you and miss you so and no matter how hard I try I just cannot seem to say goodbye to you or let you go.

Love u grandmother miss u rip happy late bday!! One of ur grandsons will be 18 in bout 40 mins crazy rite ..... wish the kids knew u love u grandmother. (If i had a nickle... loved that song

Hello Sugarpuss
It's 2019 and December which marks your seventyninth birthday.
Time has gone by so fast and as I age the elderly people I have known use to say things that I couldn't comprehend then, but now I understand.
You have to be at that age to know what someone is trying to say because if you haven't gone through it then you can't possibly know what they are saying.
I celebrate you today and everyday with memories that stay fresh in my mind of times shared with you.
I love you today, tomorrow and for eternity. Save a place near you for me to join you when my time is up on earth and I will join you again in the heavens. Kimberiy

It's fourth of July 2019. And I know your always with me so help me keep the Mexican piros at bay.
I love you Sugerpuss..

Well winter is here and we are getting our share of rain. Since Rose died I am lost for companionship. The days are going by so fast. They have cars now that drive themselves which can deliver food to whomever orders out. All money is through your bank card and is settled before your food arrives. Most jobs now in manufacturing has gone to using a robotic system which eliminates the need for hiring human labor. So slowly but surely the work field will all be replaced by robots doing everything. When they have taken all the jobs and replaced the need to drive what will the human race do to support themselves and how will they get around. What will people do when there is no need for humans at all , I guess that has yet to be seen. My guess is that they will have outsmarted themselves and should have realized the though technology is great, some technology is better left undone. For when the human race is useless termination comes top on the list. Why keep something around when its notneeded. The world has become progressivly more violent, less patent,non forgiving and less giving.
Prices have skyrocketed on everything to where its out of control and there is no empathy toward the homeless whatsoever. So if you can talk to the man in charge could you tell him we would like things the way they used to be when the world was much younger and everything was not so exposed and out in the open where anyone can destroy it. I love you still and forever sugarpuss. Please pray for us and always remain my Angel that watches over me.
Kimberly xxoo

Another dear friend of mine died at the end of June. Another individual that knew me for 13 years, someone who knew what I was talking about when I would say remember when. I have absolutely nothing interesting to say to meet new friends. Then they die. It's really hard to keep my chin up. There's got to be a better place for us. This can't be it. I look forward to the day I get my wings and fly the heavens with all the other pinlights that surround the that great force of life. Or give me a new chance tolive a new , different life here on Earth. Talk to you soon. I see people come to see you about as often as they see me. I'm still here for you, I will always be. My love for you was greatly underestimated as was my character in respect to who I was as an individual. All of it was cruel, inhumane and unessessary. Something I can never fix. With me for the rest of my life. Talk to you soon. My love and affection to you.

I hope you can see into my heart today and see yourself there and that you are still very much alive. Forever..

Today marks 15 years since you died and it still feels like yesterday. My world has never been the same. I miss your essence, your spirit, your wonderful smile, your love. The pain and sorrow just as deep as the first day. Your still very much spoke about for the memories flood my head and I tell people about you often. I miss you so much, and I will always love you as deeply as the first day.

Hello Sugarpuss! I played Kenny G "The Moment," and was taken back to when we lived on Longfellow and you had your breast surgery for cancer. It has made me realize how very long you have been gone and how much I miss your charismatic personality. Time has come and gone, but I still haven't found anyone that comes close to you. I still love you and always will

I love you. You are in my thoughts, conversation and heart forever.

Well summer has almost gone. It's been a hot one. I am now the age you were when you died and I can see why someone would just want to give up, but I haven't and I won't because I'm still searching for that purpose I was put here in the first place.. I feel very alone, I never got a grip on how to communicate with others after you died. I allowed allot of damage to be done to my character, my name and my mental state. I believe that I was never really loved, and you must have believed that I didn't deesrve the consideration of knowing what was going on with you and that you were so close to death.. I still don't understand, I never will. Your in my conversations every day you go with me everywhere because you were my every breath, you still are. But I'm empty inside because I gave so much of myself and you gave me nothing and intentionally left me empty and hollow and invisible.. No one listens to my words, no one believes my intentions and no one really cares if I'm alive because no one is interested in who I am.. I just a melodramatic figure that annoys everyone, they all want to shy away and stand clear of me,. Till next time.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY SUGAR PUSS!
Waiting for the day when you and I can fly like butterflies far up in the heavens high where bubbles drift and balloons too, up where the rainbows burst brilliant colors across the sky. We'll sit on the half moon and gaze upon each shooting star and at all the splender that God hath made. For eternity. Kisses and hugs to everyone, I miss you all emencely. Pray for us for the world is living proof of the book of Revelation.

It's funny how you work your way into my life every day. Now I'm working with Keri Laray and her husband Wesley in hopes of acquiring a more lucrative financial standing and their doing great so far. Keri mentions you often and has been going through one heroic feat after another with cancer but her spirit seems wonderful and I wish for her a life of longevity. Letting you know everyone appears to be fine and that we are looking out for one another as you would have us do. We all miss you and keep you alive in our conversations, actions, looks, hearts and memories. Pray for us often as we remain human. Kisses and Hugs.

Hello Sugarpuss, and Happy Birthday! You would have been 76 this year. I'm getting up there myself. 62 in March. 62, the age that you left me and traveled on. The world has become mad and it's hard to find good things to rejoyce in. Thank you for the good times we did have and will have when we are together again. God bless you and everyone. I love and miss you all. Please watch over me..

Thinking of you today and always. Thirteen years have passed. I look forward to my transition into the new world. Seems as though most of you have beat me to the punch. God Bless You. All m Lov, Kimberlye

My grandmother, u were so special.. The matriarch. As i go Bout my life, theres a piece of me that stays w u.. Till we see eachother again. I smoke A blunt, and i kiss the sky. I hope that ur proud.. Im getting mama a tombstone so she will finally be at rest w u.. I love u u tsught me how to be strong and proud of myself as i am... U impacted so many lifes... I miss u every second. Im fine and then i get gut checked with a linging so severe it damn near drops me to my knees...i miss u and wait for u.. Until then... Watch out for us....

The Grandchildren had a wonderful Christmas dinner over at Sue's. My how everyone has grown. I hired a Balloon man and a face painter for the great grandchildren which added that special touch to a wonderful evening of memories. I filmed the event and took pictures too which I will post for you when they are developed. You would have loved the event. Somehow, I know you were there and agree that the children have done very well for themselves and their families. I love you still as much now and forever. You live in me, and we are getting up there in years. Hugs, smiles and lots of kisses to you.

Happy birthday grandmother Helen I love you and miss you with all my heart your memory lives on forever. Rest in peace.

2015 Happy Birthday to you. You are missed by many, and loved by all.

Well, it is June and 104 today. Can't help but think of all those days we took off and went camping at the lake or to Knights Ferry and the fun we had. Sure wish you were here today. I haven't been anywhere with anyone since you passed on. Life is just passing me by. I miss camping, the lake, the special times we had; I miss you! I keep you alive in my memories because that's all I have left. There is no joy left and my days and nights are spent in silence and loneliness as I live out the rest of my life without you. All my love, Kimberly

Today, May 11th your son joins you to rejoice and join that circle-chain of family in the heavens. Goodbye for now Lee, your battle has come to an end and you are free to fly the heavens. I love and miss you all.

hey grandmother just stopping by to tell u I miss u and love u hope ur having a blast up there w ur sis. u are always in my thoughts grandmother <3

Happy Valentines my forever love.

Well it's Christmas 2014. My heart and mind filled with memories of Christmases past when you and I celebrated the season.
I love you still and always will.
             Kimberly

Today is Thanksgiving. It's been so long without you! I did not celebrate today. I'm always playing the role of "the odd man out".
I've no-one left to talk to. Say hello to everyone, I hope to be home soon with all of you.

My niece calls me up and tells me to get a rental truck and we would load it up with Daniels things that I could have. So I check around and the cheapest I could find was for 150.00. I rent the truck and go to the place I'm suppose to do this
She never shows up so I don't get to have any part of Daniel. Instead everthing got tossed out or given to strangers.
I'm just devestated at how very rude and mean she was to her Aunt which she hasn't seen in 35 years.

Today is November 5th. My nephew Daniel, the one who visited us from San Francisco has died. He had been on those experimental drugs for the cure for aides for more than eight years. In doing that he ended up with C.O.P.D. If you see him keep him close I hope to meet up with all of you soon. I love you and think of you always. Tell everyone I said Hello and give them all my love.

Well the summer has come and gone, all the gentle warm breezes and browning our skin under the sun. Your memories fill each day and your smile remains ever present in your grandchildren's faces.
All my love.....

Well the fourth of July went uneventful. Danny my nephew that you liked so much died in 2012 and was brought back to life and has lived on a ventilator since then. He is at Setan Medical Center in Daly city. I can't imagine why they would prolong the life of an Aides patient that has COPD . Two chronic illnesses with no cure at the age of 55. Only to let him suffer the agony he is now in. Insurance companies and Medical Profession will go to any length to make a buck. Until we talk again I love and miss you always. Kimberly

Tell everyone I send all my love. Sometimes I just wish you'd reach down from heaven and give me a sign; that all of you are OK;. To know that we do go on in peace to a new beginning. That we are given a new life and that we haven't wasted all of this life learning the lessons to life - Just to grow old and die..

Miss u grandmother love u <3

Happy vday grandmother!! We love u! Miss u!

Hello Sweet Cheeks,
It's Valentine's day and I wanted to light you a candle and blow you a kiss to let you know your forever missed. Tell everyone hello for me.
I love you and keep you alive in my heart.
All My Love
Kimberly