Me again Mom...finally got into see a doctor. Went for lab test. 7 tubes of blood they took. said they ordered a lot of test. Going for another chest x-ray today. Am now on BP meds everyday. Referred to a cardiologist, infectious disease doctor for my lungs, Will be back to share when I find out more. Please be with me...Mom Jeanne's sister has 3 stage Cancer. Please put in a good word for her. Dorine is her name. I love n miss u much. Brian was here..I'm glad..I sure would like to see him. might see if can get to phoenix when he goes to the races. Maybe...love u...hope ur dancing...BC

Hi Mom, A day late but happy 4th of July. I missed it myself, took a nap at 5pm and did not wake up till 4am on the 5th, guess I needed the rest. Love you Mom and talk to you soon..

Hey Mom...Spending day with friends...missing u much. Your in my thoughts n prayers. I love u...bc

Mom..me again...I ask the Lord to guide the hearts of those to contribute their thoughts, memories and love of you here. I pray that you as Grand and Great grandmother will be shared with the children which may come to know what a wonderful, giving woman you were with such strength and faith...we are all blessed to be a part of you.
Mom you shall not be forgotten....Amen

for Mothers day you now can have pictures of your family, friends, videos n songs added to your site. I will be adding more pictures as u have new great grandchildren from Brian's side. You live on thru us n shall never be forgotten...I love n miss u much mom...Thank u for the Angels on my pillow...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM....I LOVE YOU.

will have one tomarrow as always, love your Son..

missing u so much mom...almost Mothers day..You are so in my heart..
Brian had a new hip installed n did not let me know til after...he is definitely his mothers son...lolol im hanging in there, not giving up. He is my lil brother...its just him n i...i'll be back soon, have a surprise for u on Mothers Day....love n miss u much mom...bc

MISSING U SO MUCH...I know it has been awhile....I still feel u with me. Love u beyond forever..

Hey Mom, sure would love to be sitting on your lap with my head on your shoulder and you telling me everything will be alright. I miss piddles, kittie and angel. I know there waiting at rainbow bridge for me. It's so hard trying to get through this aftermath of the fire. I know we were blessed getting out alive but my heart hurts so bad for my fluffy family members I loss. I'm not sure I will ever get over it. Cant bring myself to view the pics or videos yet. but I am so glad I took so many. Well as you know it will be about 2 more weeks again. Starting all over from scratch is not easy specially when its put on hold to do so. From a toilet brush to egg slicer and all in between. I can not believe so many things which we take for granted using each day. well Mom thanks for being here for me, I miss you so much, love you even more. Please put a word in for Jeanne as she goes thru the radiation. She is being so strong. I am so proud of her. Please watch over Brian as I know he is not feeling well. maybe you can get piddles, kittie and angel to come to you and keep them with you til I get there. Tears always start falling no matter where I am. All in time I know. Be back soon...love you.

Hey Mom, I know it's been awhile. I'm sure you know about the fire. lost everything, i dont care about the material things. it's the 3 cats, piddles, kittie n angel that I'm having trouble with. as with u I miss them terribly. I'm just glad we made it out alive. I love n miss you so very much. ur daughter, bc.

I'm sorry Mom
HAPPY NEW YEAR
love n miss you much

hey mom....sent balloons up to you on your birthday. everyone on facebook knew it was your day...lol I am sure missing you so much.
Angel, the white cat which I believe you helped send my way....is going deaf...but she is loved and since not of them have access to the street I know shes safe, Piddles got fixed last week. I told you she likes cantaloupe...well she also likes marshmallows. the lil ones...I have been posting much about the so called pous. He is a very, very bad person n not doing right by us. I am going to become more involved n wish I could go to DC but could not leave the 3 fur balls here with Art.
he doesn't walk at all any more but you know all this. just wanted to stop by so u know I'm thinking of you. Brian hasn't called for awhile so I'm going to call him. Going to send him a few pounds of fudge on the first. I have been so sick this last week going into the second one. LOL u know that also. Rinda n I spoke on the phone for 3 hours the other day as we did last month. She shared many good memories...Mom please keep watching over all of us. Love n miss you much.Beyond forever in my heart...ur daughter brenda

Happy Birthday Grandma! Love you!

Chrissy, Bella n Amber came to visit, she is so happy now. you would have loved them so and Bella is just darling. I know your watching over them also. I do miss you so much mom. Brian and Tina are no longer together but as you use to tell me, They have done what they feel is best for them at this time, You would be so proud of the boys/men they have grown to be. Brian and Tina did a kick azz job....I know you loved them dearly. I wished we were all a close family such as we were with all yours. I don't even know your great grandchildren from Brian's side, Saddens my heart some. I came back to tell you something....darn it. I'll be back mom. Love you much....Brenda.

I know it's been a long time Mom, I am so missing you. It;s almost your birthday. 3 more days. I will be sending balloons up to you again. I want to thank you for sending Angel to me. I feel in my heart it was you showing her the way to me, Brian and I have talked some. Not as much as I like. You know where I'm at, your getting your page upgraded for your birthday... now songs, pictures can be left by your visitors. how cool is that. I miss you, its been so long that you've been gone yet the pain is no less then the day you rook your last breath.....love BC

hey mom, such sweet words from my friend Bruno....one day mom I hope to be able to come here to visit u and stay dry eyed...lololol
Paula Piddles is doing well. I want u to know im missing u much...
I will be back later tonite as its friday n im going to spend some time with u...got to go find brunos mother

Though I never met you u live on through your daughter Brenda. Thank you for blessing Us with her and allowing to have an insight as to how special you are.....

Mom, guess what...I now have a new addition added to my life. Shes the cutest kitten. I was going to call her diamond but just decided to name her Paula...yep, after u....love u so much mom..thank you.

whas uuup Mom, lolol still loving n missing u sooooo much. I purchased one of the new scooters that's the craze rite now for Caden Its for his birthday in August but want him to be able to use it during the summer. hes gonna be so elated. Its such a wonderful feeling to cause him haplessness. now I know how u felt with seslie. u were the best Grandma n Mother....love u

good evening mom, still missing u. put 3 plants in front flower bed this morning.next door gave me a almost dead palm plant. I'm going to get it back to healthy as there is still life in it. tomorrow im going to purchase a scooter for caden, should have it a few days. cant wait to get pics n video of him on it from seslie. she is such a wonderful mother, still a sheriff at the prison.

you would be so proud of her. i still worry about her at times. i may be going golfing tonite. its fun but my boobies get in the way of my swing. lolol still looking for a white kitten but if i dont find one soon, thinking of getting a bird.k mom, need to get in shower. keep watching over us please, love n miss u much..

so I shed tears for a kitten i never had a chance to love nor it having a chance to be loved n taken care of...sometimes i wish i had no feeling at all...love n miss u. maybe a lil blessing of bringing a kitten n i together....ty

hey mom, I see ses stopped by n left u words. happy memorial day.
still missing u much, not to much going on. I am looking for a white female kitten..thought i found one but the people still have not gotten back to me n took the ad down. I think it may have died. it said it was only 4 weeks pld n needed care...i would have done that...
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Love you grandma!

I tried to leave a story, I cant remember any n I'm so sorry for that mom.
I do try.
I miss u n need u so much right now....love u

damn it mom, i really need ur lap to sit on n ur arms around me. sometimes i so dislike this world n not to fond of god or jesus for that matter at this moment.you should still be here. I would rather have gone first cause u were much stronger then I but i wouldnt want u to feel this pain. Hopefully ses will leave words. im just upset right now. i love n miss u so much...still waiting mom

oh my gosh mom, I just saw brians words. I just mentioned him n as I was leaving I saw his words. well u know that...guess its u once again that will bring us together. im contacting him again today. not one more day shall pass with out speaking to him. i love him. hes part of u. watch over us mom. i love u n thank you

hey mom, christina n i are sharing with one another again. now i can see n spend time with bella maybe someday.. beautiful little great granddaughter u have/I kinda feel bad cause Caden is my special gchild. k mom, gots to get some things done today. time to be productive. oh still havent heard from ur son..I have made attempts to reach him, I will keep doing so. love u n miss u much

I Will never forget my Mother, Thank you for all who has viewed this and to you Brenda, Love you Sister, Thank You

Hey Mom, Its tuesday n another hot day yet cooler then yesterday. just wanted to stop by n let u know I was thinking of u.its 15 til 6a n my day is starting. miss u much. love u mom. your daughter brenda

hey mom, just thinking of you. caden is growing so fast n I'm missing a lot of it. Seslie does her best in sharing him with me in pics n he calls, I think sometime this summer I will try to see them...just have to make a plan then do whats needed to make it come to pass. i caused him real happiness n that warms my heart. ok mom, tears are starting to fill my eyes so gonna say good night.

hey mom, another week starting.....sure am missing u right now. love n miss u....

Hey Mom. whats u doen? Pampered myself to day. got my nails done instead of doing them myself. The words Rinda left brought tears to my eyes.I really miss seeing her. Arts brother died this week. He was a good person, but not an easy one to take care of...lololol Well just wanted to stop by n let u know I was thinking of u, I love n miss u so very much. please keep watching over us all,

You were a very good and sweet lady.You were always kind to me and I have alot of good memories of you. Like when I wanted this black coat for school and you bought it for me and surprised me with it right before school started. When I spent the night at your house you were always making sure that we were fed, taken care of and loved, and those Canasta card games. I love,& miss you! Rinda.

Mom, Rinda might stop by. Almost daily u enter my thoughts if only for seconds. I will be stopping by here more often n show u by leaving if only a "I love you". I know your with me. now I have to fix my eye makeup....damn hallmark...lolololol love u mom

Missing u so much mom. I know or at least believe that ur there watching over Seslie n ur great grandson Caden. I know you loved Seslie so, so very much. Hes a lil of everything n more then what I realize. Hes part of us n hes gorgeous, beautifully handsome. Seslie is the best of Mothers.Didnt keep me as a hindrance , shes done good. But u know that. Still waiting mom. I love n miss you.

I promise no tomorrow,But today will always last,And since each day's the same wayThere's no longing for the past.You have been so faithful,So trusting and so true.Though there were times you did some thingsYou knew you shouldn't do.

But when I walked through Heavens Gates,I felt so much at home.When God looked down and smiled at me,From His great golden throne,He said, "This is eternity,And all I've promised you.Today your life on earth is past,But here life starts anew.

But then I fully realized,That this could never be,For emptiness and memories,Would take the place of me.And when I thought of worldly things,I might miss come tomorrow,I thought of you, and when I did,My heart was filled with sorrow.

I thought of all the yesterdays,The good ones and the bad,I thought of all the love we shared,And all the fun we had.If I could relive yesterday,Just even for a while,I'd say good-bye and kiss youAnd maybe see you smile.

But as I turned to walk away,A tear fell from my eyeFor all my life, I'd always thought,I didn't want to die.I had so much to live for,So much left yet to do,It almost seemed impossibleThat I was leaving you.

But when tomorrow starts without me,Please try to understand,That an angel came and called my name,And took me by the hand,And said my place was ready,In heaven far above,And that I'd have to leave behindAll those I dearly love.

I wish so much you wouldn't cryThe way you did today,While thinking of the many things,We didn't get to say.I know how much you love me,As much as I love you,And each time that you think of me,I know you'll miss me too;

WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME When tomorrow starts without me,And I'm not there to see,If the sun should rise and find your eyesAll filled with tears for me;

But you have been forgivenAnd now at last you're free.So won't you come and take my handAnd share my life with me?"So when tomorrow starts without me,Don't think we're far apart,For every time you think of me,I'm right here, in your heart...