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If only I could hear ur crazy voice and see ur beautiful smile again....and could still have them no matter what time it would be talks and laughter...

October 12, 2016

HEY MAW I THOUGHT I WOULD DROP A FEW WORDS TO TELL U HOW MUCH ME AND PANCHO AND THE KIDS MISS U AND PAW.... IT STILL KINDA FEELS LIKE IT WAS JUST THE OTHER DAY WHEN THE GOOD LORD HAD TAKEN U AND PAW FROM US....BUT I KNOW U BEEN GONE FROM US 6 YEARS NOW BUT MY HEART STILL FEEL LIKE IT JUST HAPPENED...PEOPLE SAY IN TIME OUR HEARTS WILL HEAL BACK BUT THE TRUTH IS WHEN GOD TOOK U AND PAW IT SEEM LIKE HE TOOK PART OF MY HEART WITH Y'ALL... MY HEART FEELS LIKE IT'S DYING ON THE INSIDE LIKE WHEN GOD TOOK MAW MAW AND PAW PAW FROM US EXSPECIALLY MAW MAW SHE MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME AND SO DID PAW PAW BUT WE WAS TO YOUNG WHEN HE PAST BUT MAW MAW I HAD ALOT OF FUN AND LOVING MEMORIES OF BEING WITH HER ALL THE TIME JUST I WAS MOST OF THE TIME WITH U AND PAW AND IT HURTS SO BAD THAT HOW EVERYTHING HAD HAPPENED I STILL IM TRYING TO WRAP MY HEAD AROUND ON HOW U WAS TAKEN FROM US IN A BLINK OF EYE... AND UNTIL THIS DAY I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT .... I JUST WANTED FOR U TO ANSWER ME WHEN U WAS AT HUNTSVILLE HOSPITAL OR EVEN OPEN UR EYES SO THAT I COULD KNOW FOR SURE U KNEW I WAS THERE CRYING AND BEGGING U NOT TO LEAVE US AND JUST HOW MUCH ME AND THE KIDS LOVED U  BUT ALL I GOT WAS SILENCE AND NOT EVEN A MOVEMENT AND MY HEART FELT SO TORN APART THAT I WAS EVEN TRYING TO TELL MYSELF THAT IT WASN'T EVEN REAL...BUT THEN WHEN REALITY CAME BACK TO ME U WAS REALLY GONE... AND POOR DANIEL HE WAS THINKING THE SAMETHING ALL HE COULD DO WAS CRY AND BE MAD AT THE SAME TIME YELLING MOM UR LYING BECAUSE I JUST CAME FROM STAYING AT MAWS WHEN WE WAS OUT FOR A.E.A WEEK HE TOLD ME U REMEMBER MOMMA SHE OKAY WHEN WE CAME BACK HOME AND ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY AND POOR DANIEL WAS SO MAD AND UPSET AND CONFUSED THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN COME TO THE FUNERAL CAUSE HE REFUSED TO BELIEVE U WAS REALLY GONE HE SAID MOMMA I AM SUPPOSED TO GO TO LACON THIS WEEK TO HELP MAW AND PAW HE SAID CAUSE MAW SAID COULD SO STOP LYING TO ME .... THEN FINALLY HE SNAPPED BACK IN REALITY AND REALIZED THAT I REALLY WASN'T LYING TO HIM....BUT I KNOW U AND PAW AND EVERYONE ELSE ARE IN A BETTER PLACE THEN WHERE WE ARE RIGHT NOW... AND I ALSO KNOW U ALL ARE VERY HAPPY NOW THAT Y'ALL HAVE FINALLY REUNITED WITH EACH OTHER UP IN HEAVEN IN THAT BEAUTIFUL PEARLY WHITE GATES WITH ALL THEM BEAUTIFUL ANGELS....SINGING AND I WANT TO SAY WE LOVE U AND PAW AND EVERYONE ELSE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YALL HAS SOME KIND OF MEMORIES DEEP WITHIN OUR HEARTS AND TALK WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN EXSPECIALLY NOT BY ME THAT'S FOR SURE CAUSE I THINK ABOUT U EVERY DAY AND I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U AND ALL THE FUN AND CRAZY LATE NIGHT TALKS AND LAUGHTER WE WOULD HAVE WITH U AND SOMETIMES PAW TOO LOL... BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER I BET THERE IS NO OTHER FAMILY IS HAS CRAZY AS OURS WE ALL MIGHT HAVE HAD OUR FALL OUTS BUT I BE DAM IF IT KEEPED US AWAY FROM OUR FAMILY NO MATTER WHAT WOULD BE GOING ON....I DON'T THINK THERE IS ANY OTHER GRANDPARENTS OUT HERE COULD EVER BE AS CRAZY AND FUN AS U AND PAW WAS.. UNLESS THEIR IN OUR FAMILY LMBO...BUT I'LL LET Y'ALL R.I.P NOW AND I LOVE Y'ALL AND MISS U ALL SO MUCH...LOVE ALWAYS :SHEILA , PANCHO, DANIEL, MARIA, & PALOMA... SENDING U  ALL HUGS AND KISSES....

So much fun at maws house

June 16, 2016

I remember no matter what ever happen maw would always have us a place to stay if we got mad at our moms or if we need sonewhere to go she was there.I love and miss u maw

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