Daddy its me Sandrat. ha Ha your favorite nickname. it's been awhile since I wrote. Alot has happened. My CRPS is Progressing Quickly. My balance isnt good I fall all the time. so I am in a wheelchair now. I will more than likely will be there soon to be with you  Between everything and my CHF it will take down. I know heaven is a Beautiful Day here. I can't wait to see you and Mom again .. ., and of course now Marilyn. I bet that was a shock to you and Mom.  it was to me too. . I Wish You and Mom were here to talk to. I'm very scared and just need my Mom and Dad. Well enough about that I just wanted to tell you how loved you are by me and how Proud I am to say you were and ARE MY DADDY!! And I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW!!!! AND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
and " HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!"
   I Will See You Soon and It Will Be A Marvelous Day and Reunion!!!!!

Daddy its 12 years since you left us. and the Grief hasnt lessened any. I still miss you more than ever. My life changed on that day, and its never been the same. Then 3 yrs later Mommy died, so another grief that somehow seems to get harder every day . I miss you both so very much every day. I wish I had you here to talk too. my life with this illness has gotten so much worse. And I need you wisdom that you always would give and youd always know what to say!!  Please Know Daddy I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!! Id love to have you back with me, but Im so glad you are out of that pain and I would never ever wish that pain on you again!!!! but it doesnt stop me for wishing you were here even for an hour or a day. But one day soon we will all be together again. And I do look forward to seeing you both again and to be pain free myself and not sick anymore and to be HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!  I Miss You and I Love You Daddy!!! 

I Miss You So Much.......And I Love You With all My ❤️

Happy Birthday Daddy.......if you were still here with us we would be celebrating 92 years. WOW!! I hope you are having a wonderful birthday in Heaven today with Mom and everyone who has gone before you. ( our family). I Miss You Daddy sooooo Much!!! I hope you hear my talks and wishes I send up to you. I miss your guidance and your help and support. I Miss our talks.... our times together. But I know you are free from pain now and happy....... and that one day soon when it’s my time to go......You and Mom will be there waiting for me at the Pearly Gates of Heaven with open arms and outstretched hands. Helping me to cross over to finally once again to be together. That’s one of the things that helps me get thru those bad days when I miss you so much. Happy Birthday Daddy I Love You So Very Much!! ❤️❤️❤️

Hi Daddy...... it’s so hard to believe that it’s been 8 years ago today that you left us. It’s such a rough day for me today because I Miss You So So Much!! I really wish I could talk to you again.....see your smile ......feel for hug. Have you to once again tell me that “Everything is going to be alright!” I miss spending time with you just talking about nothing. I guess no matter how old I’m getting I will always be........Daddy’s little girl. And I truly wouldn’t want to be anything else!!!! I will Always be my Daddy’s Girl!!! And Always be very very Proud to be your daughter!!!! I Miss You Terribly....... And ILove You So Very Very Much!!!! And I Always Will!!!!!! 

Hi Daddy it's me........ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! Today you would have been 91 yrs old if you were still here with us. Wow it's hard to believe that you've been gone for 8 years! There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you....sometimes not even a minute or an hour. I have missed you so much these past 8 years. I miss hearing your voice seeing that big smile of yours and feeling your big hugs!! I hope you and Mom are having a nice Birthday celebration in Heaven with all the rest of the family and friends who are there. In another week you will be celebrating again for Mom's 95th.
Just know that I Miss You so Terribly. I know though that you are always,always with me and you always ,always will be. In my memories and Forever in my Heart! ❤️❤️. Happy Birthday Again Daddy!! Thank you for being My Daddy!! I have Always been Proud to have you as my Daddy!! I Love You So So Much!!!

Just hard to believe that 7 years ago yesterday I saw you take your final breath and take your journey home to Heaven. I Miss You more every day, and wish with my whole heart that you were still here with us with me. There are times when I wish I could just talk to you, get your advice, feel your arms around me holding me and telling me that it was alright and that you love me!! I know you will always be here with me no matter what in spirit and deep within my heart. But I still wish that you were here so that I could thank you in person for being that Wonderful Wonderful Man that Beautiful Soul who adopted this child,me so long ago.... in fact 58 years ago. And raised me to be who I am today. Finally a very strong, grateful woman that you and mom and God above knew I could be!!! Thank you so much for your confidence in me, your support your unconditional love that you so selflessly gave to me. I Love You so very very very much. I Always have and I Alway Always Will!!!!!!! Thank You for Loving Me, giving me the Strength that I could hold on to and grow!!!! I Miss You So!!!
THANK YOU DADDY FOR BEING MY DAD,, THANK YOU DADDY FOR BEING MY HERO!!!!!!!!!

Well Daddy today is a very important day!! 90 years ago Malinda and Walter Tellman had a new addition to their family. A bouncing baby boy. Whom they named Howard Charles. Which later in life you got the nickname Bud. and that was what you were called all of my life. You were such a pillar of the community. everyone knew your name, and you helped countless people thru the years. You were such a Blessing from above to your family and to all you knew. Losing you has taken its toll on many many people. Including ME!! There is not a day that goes by that I dont think of you and wish I could talk with you again;even just for a little bit. There is so much that I would like to say to you and tell you about. Thank you for being my Dad, my Friend, MY HERO!!!! I have been oh so very Proud to be your daughter and call you.......Daddy!!! i Miss you terribly...... And I Love You so very much!!!! Happy Birthday Daddy!!!!!

Daddy it's been six years today since God sent his Angels to take you home. That was a day that I will never ever ever forget. It will always be in my heart forever, because on that day you took a piece of my heart with you when you left us. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. And miss you more than the day before. And 3 years later God sent you to take Moms hand and guide her back home to be with you. That is the day too another part if my heart was taken from me. It hurts deeply not to have you here but I know that you both have a part of me with you and I always will have a part of you both with me. In my Heart is where you both are and Always will be!!! I Miss You and I Love You so very very much!!!!!

I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!

Hi Daddy! Today is your Birthday its hard to believe that you will be gone to Heaven 5 years in October!! I Miss You so very much every day!! Things have been very rough for me lately. Alot of feelings and emotions causing me a little discomfort. But we are working on making those better!! My memories of you and I .....I cherish with all my heart. You definately were the BEST DAD ever!!!!!!!! I hope you and Mom are smiling together and spending this special day together. And you are finally proud of me and what I am trying to do now with my life!  HAPPY 89th BIRTHDAY to he very BEST DADDY that anyone could have EVER asked for. I thank God every day for letting you be my DAD!!!  I MISS YOU DAD>>>>>AND I LOVE YOU MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY!!!!! XXXOOO

Happy Birthday Daddy! I hope you and Mom are up there in Heaven today celebrating your special day!!! The years are going by so quickly. But my pain from losing you and Mom hasnt eased. I miss you both more now than ever! I am going thru some bad health issues and I am having to go through them without you both for the first time in my life and its so hard!! I talk to you every day I hope that you hear me. My life is so different now that you are gone. ITs just not the same. Oh how I MISS YOU DADDY!! Have a very Happy Birthday!! Just know how much you are both Loved I know someday I will see you and Mom again. Just know each day I love you more and more. My heart breaks for you both. But I have my memories and the love you instilled in my heart for always!!! Thank you for being my DADDY!!!! I Love You!!

Its Nov 15.2013 one year after you came back and took Mom to be with you in Heaven. I Miss You Both So Very Much. And I will Always Love YOu Forever!!!!

4 years ago today God sent down his Angels to take you home!! Now you are in Heaven with Mom and Grandpa and Grandma and Aunt Ruthie and everyone else. Free of pain and not suffering. But I MIss You So Much Daddy!!!! I LOVE YOU more than you know!! And I ALWAYS ALWAYS WILL!! My life is not the same with out you in it. Someday we will all be together.

My Dad!! the most wonderful friend and father that anyone could ever ask for. He was my Hero!!! He raised me to be the strong woman that I am. My life was so beautiful with him in it. My life now without him has such a big void!! I miss him terribly!! My life will never be the same.My heart aches! I have been so Blessed with you as my Dad I Miss You and Love You so very much Daddy!!!!!!

Thank You from the bottom of my heart for being my Daddy!!!  I LOVE YOU and I ALWAYS WILL!!!!