Wow, its been 4 long yrs since ive seen u in a physical...

But i still know ur here cuz  i feel u in da spiritual...

Da other day i was reminiscin flash backs of da past..

Those days we walked 2 church

Picture us missin mass (laugh)...

 u would take us 2 work

Where u would teach ur class...

We'd ride 2 Lehigh 

Boy does time fly by fast..

Da struggle was real but we made it work...

I think i was  7 wen we vacated New Jerz..

To bethlehem pa

To steubenville   By da burgh

Lifes journeys curvy

brace urself for da turns...

Find out ur worth its not wealth here on Earth

i cherrish every moment we shared since my birth..

So many lessons i ve learned

So many question concerns..

just so u know ur lessons were heard..

Precious words n merits u shared

I still cherrish...

n im gonna embrace em til da day that i perish..

But b4 i pass im gonna follow ur path, n pass on that hat 2 Nnmaeka n Zap..

So many blessings 2 earn

Wats faith w/ o works??

We always spoke about heaven

But u made it there 1st...

I neva got 2 thank u 4 takin me 2 practice

Or drivin a few hrs to take me 2  matches

Or pushin me 2 get better grades in my classes

Dat scholarship i got was paved by ur Actions...

 
Its been quite a rough challenge

I fell off was slidin...

Tryin 2 keep my life balanced

Please tell God im tryin...

I c now its da Lil things 

Dat turn in2 Bigger things...

n i c its da Lil seeds

Dat grow in  bigger dreams...

If wasnt 4 u investin in me

I would have neva saw ur true essence in me..

I could neva fill ur shoes

But i ll be da best i can be...
So hopefully u can  feel proud  lookin down

n c ur reflection in me.. 

Luv u Daddy!! ️<img class="CToWUd" src="https://mail.google.com/mail/e/1f64f" alt="

Dad,
its been 3 long yrs
since u went home,
been a lot of tears here
since u left home...
dealt w/ a lot of fears here
on this lonely road...
knew u were near
felt da warmth in my soul...

often i stop n think about u w/o u i feel lost...
but the thought of u pills me thru,
i proudly carry my cross...

ur memory gives me strength
mentally gives me faith 2 keep on goin on,
when i felt weak n wanted 2 break
it was the thought of u that kept me strong...

far from rich but rich,
cuz u were full of mental jewels
n 2 this day i still live
thru those precious rules..

God 1st family 2cnd
n i will never 4get it,
as long as im alive
im 4ever indebted

cuz i could neva pay u back 4 what u did,
the luv n support u gave 2 us
proud 2 be ur kids...

ur grand daughter is next 2 inherit the merits,
ur flesh might have left
but ur soul will never perish...

we ll pass on da message
granddaddys blessings
held deep inside our souls
n that we ll 4ever cherrish...
n i dont have 2 share it cuz ur here n i can feel it,
n i already sense ur presence in  the essence ofzapporahs  spirit.. 

at night when we thank God n pray 4 protection,
we know granddaddys watchin
,
guardin us from heaven!!

We LUV U!!!