I am at that point where i get depressed about what is going on in your absence. This is the 3rd year you have gone to rest. I lay in confusion not knowing what to do. I don't know what next step to take. I wish i could tell you how bitter i feel at this moment. I only wish things were different. Its not been well since your departure. I am tired of keeping up appearances. So much to say but i cant. I guess I have to keep it to myself and keep wallowing in my deepest thought. For now I ask the Lord for Mercy and may your soul continue to rest in perfect peace. Amen!!!

Here is a place where i could talk to you to let you know that i think of you every day. When i lay down to sleep and sometimes remember how important and special you made me feel. In all, i want to let you know that even in death, i still and always love you. I know you don't remember its your birthday today.... Happy Birthday Daddy, continue to rest in the Lord's bosom. Amen!

It's inevitable for one not to think of you. No matter how hard i try... we try, we still can't keep with the reality of you not being with us. The memory of your last days, still fresh and your voice keeps ringing in my head.

Today is your birthday and I'm sure for those who think they own you better would never had remembered this at all. I have learned that there is nothing like family irrespective of any circumstance."Vanity upon vanity..all is vanity", as you would always say.

Thank you for the legacies you left behind, i honour you daddy, continue to rest in perfect Peace.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HERO... MY DADDY OF LIFE... MY SUPERMAN, HIS ROYAL HIGHNESS....

Your Dearest!
Dr. NJOKU RAYMOND CHINEDU
(1ST SON)