Don't have a way to come on here much but I go to the library once in a while when I can and use their computer to come on . But I want to tell you all I have not forgotten about any of you. I think of you all ,all of the time . Miss you all Love you all . I know you will all be upset with me but I won't be put to rest where you all are .Going to be making all my arrangements in the next week or so . I have found someone to look after all my needs when I pass . But I have decided to be cremated then thrown in the water . Not a funeral nothing just pass be cremated and thrown in the water . And if I never make it to Heaven were you all are just remember I love you all .Done my best in the world but life has not been good . But I will push on till it's my time . Who knows where I will go or end up maybe beyond the rainbow . Love you all miss you all . ♥️♥️ Love Helen
Hi my Family in Heaven
Mom
The Importance Of A Sister
No matter how much you argue, you cannot be drawn apart.
She is a joy that cannot be taken away.
Once she enters your life, she is there to stay.
A friend who helps you through difficult times,
Her comforting words are worth much more than dimes.
A partner who fills your life with laughs and smiles,
These memories last for miles and miles.
When she is by your side, the world is filled with life.
When she is not around, your days are full of strife.
A sister is a blessing who fills your heart with love.
She flies with you in life with the beauty of a dove.
A companion to whom you can express your feelings,
She doesn't let you get bored at family dealings.
Whether you are having your ups or downs,
She always helps you with a smile and never frowns.
With a sister, you cannot have a grudge.
She is as sweet as chocolate and as smooth as fudge.
Having a sister is not just a trend.
It is knowing you can always turn to her, your best friend.
Happy Fathers Day
Dad you gave us some beautiful memories as children i remember , Mom packing such a big picnic to go to Port Stanley , you loved to go on the picnic hill back then
Also going to the drive ins , we really enjoyed that , you did your best , and we really appreciated it till you took sick , i remember going with you in the truck , to Dr Collins, on Dundas St , I stayed in the truck , and you came out with tears in your eyes , but you would not say why , I know today , that it was bad news, I FELT so bad , / Well you have Mom and the boys with you now , and soon you will have me . Dad you would be so proud to see that we have been married for 55 yrs in August , and i have three Grand Children , and Two Great Grand Children , you would love them and mom also and Larry
Well closing with I Love You All , Today , Tomorrow , till we meet again
Love Your Daughter and Son Inlaw Frank xx
As time goes by
Mom
Mom ,, Dad,,,Larry ,, Sue ,,,Clayton
Mom
Love Your Daughter Helen xoxo
Dad
Mom ,, Dad,,,Larry ,,
Mom
Mom
Missing you as much today as 9 years ago ,, but i know your at Peace
Love Helen xoxo Until We Meet Again Mom
Mom
Mom
Sending you a BIG HUG & KiSS To Heaven ,,
Mom ,,Dad ,, Brother Larry
Mom
I have not been here much to talk with you Mom ,, And i don,t need to say why as i know you know as i feel you watching over me all the time . But we will have much to talk about when i come to Heaven. Anyway Mom i can,t stay here long today so i will say see you oneday in Heaven and i know you will come to guide me to Heaven . I love you and i Miss you so much
Love your Daughter Helen xox
Larry
Larry today you have been gone 39 years .
There has not been a day that goes by that i don,t think of you .
I Miss You Brother ,,, I Love You Brother ,,,<3
Why things have happened the way they have i will never understand .
You were so young , to young to leave .
I,m so sorry you had to go ,you never got the chance to live your life ,
Well not only Dad is with you now Mom is also with you .
And i know your all together ,I know you came to Mom,s room in the Hospital and took her by the hand and took her to Heaven .
Thank You Larry<3
I will be lighting a Candel in your Memory today .
Love You Brother Till We Meet Again Never To Part
Love Your Sister Helen
xoxo
I left your 3 favorite songs for you ,,
I may have been young when you left but i do remember all about you Larry
Green Green Grass Of Home
Dad This Was Your Song ,, I only Know Because Mom Told Me . So I,m Playing It For You For Fathers Day ,, Love You Miss You <3 HAPPY FATHERS DAY DAD
Mom
Sorry Mom I,m sorry ,,xoxo
Mom
Happy Mothers Day
This is your day and i want to Thank You for always being there for me .
Your still by my side and you always will be and one day we will meet again
Loving you for ever and missing you forever
I have not forgot what you use to call me ,, Your Little Girl and i will be your little girl forever
I,m going to your resting place tomorrow sorry,
i could not make it there today .
Love You Miss You
Happy Mothers Day Mom
xoxoxo
Mom ,,, Dad,,, Larry
Mom
You and me Mom ,,, I stayed with you long long hours and nights . But when i left you left you went home .The sadest day of my life when you left .Mom i made sure things were how you wanted them for your Funeral your hair was done makeup on and green you were dressed in your favorite color .I wanted to put your bow in your hair like you use to have it but it was not good enough for someone but i took it out to your resting place and put it by your head and now it is here with me .I know you would be proud of me Mom as i made sure things were done just like you asked .Sorry about your beautiful flowers as they were picked off one by one they should have never been taken . I took a yellow one from another bunch .Easter is coming and i have put up your duck you made and you had on your door it is now on my door .Mom i,m glad your free from pain and sickness but i wish i could have you here . Your passing Mom has changed my life ,, forever ,,,I,m not the same person i use to be .I,m mad ,, bitter ,,, hurt and ashamed at some peoples actions I know this is not what you would want but i know your not happy with their actions either .Mom you now have your Brother Gord with you all of you are gone home now May you all rest in peace .
I have taken over this memorial page it is where i can write what i want and talk with you about my feelings and not hear back about what i write .So it will only be me talking with you about things and i know you understand ...
Dad ,, Larry ,, Jim they are all with you and i will see you there when my time comes ,, have not been well but i,m doing what i can for Ken who is not well at all .We will all be together soon Mom real soon
Love and miss you all
Helen xoxo Kisses sent to you all in Heaven
Mom
Mom
Well hi Mom it is 2015 ...I was hopeing 2015 would bring us all health nothing else but health .Not going to happen ,,, another serious health problem for me Mom .It just keeps getting worse and worse here for us Mom but i know you are watcihing over us Mom as you always have .We are all sick Mom ,,, Ken it is so hard to see him the way he is struggling everyday .watch over him Mom .I come here Mom to talk with you and ask you to watch over us like the song that is playing watch over us .And guide us to a place ,,, I know this will be read by people who don,t come here to talk to you they just come to see what i say to you but that is okay they have to live with themselves .I come here to talk to you and also tell you i miss you and love you .And when God feels it,s time he will bring us to you and Dad And Larry again we will be together forever .It is Dad,s Birthday tomorrow and i will be back to leave something for him, i miss him and Larry also so much . Oneday there will be peace for us all
Love you all Miss you all
Helen xoxo Love u all
Mom
Mom you gave birth to me 58 years ago today .And i just wanted to tell you Thank You Mom and say i wish you were here with me on this day .This may sound funny to some people but today i no i got a sign from you that you are with me and watching over me .Mom you gave so much of yourself always to everyone ..A few people come here to your page just to see what i write but that,s okay Mom you and i got even closer when you were in the hospital we spent long nights together some very hard nights but if i had to do it over for you Mom i would . I love you so much Mom and i miss you more then anyone will ever no .I had a quite Birthday today just me and Freddie but i no you were here and i Thank you for always being there for me
Sending you hugs and kisses on a cloud
Night Mom see you in time
xoxoxo
Helen
Mom
Mom
Missing you on your Birthday ,
Today is full of memories ,
Happiness and tears .
Of Birthday Celebrations we shared throughout the years .
And though I,ll always miss you ,
The endless joy you brought
Warms my heart with gratitude
And fills my every thought .Where you are resting ,
I hope that you can see
How precious and uplifting your memory is to me .
Mom i feel that you are with me in everything i do , So i will celebrate your Birthday ,But Mom i will spend it missing you .
Love you Mom and i will always miss you till we are together again FOREVER
Love and Happy Birthday Mom
Your Daughter Helen xoxo
Happy Birthday Mother
As each passing day goes by
A tear falls from my eye
With each day passing me
A memory comes to mind
Without you by my side
Tears and memories compile
Until we meet again
My memories will form a mountain
A mountain unclimbable
My tears will form an ocean
An ocean uncrossable
You are my angel
You are my light
Guiding me through my days
And protecting my nights
You may be gone
But you’re not forgotten
You’re my angel now
But my Mommy you'll be
Until we meet again
I cry these tears
I release these memories
I shall climb my mountain
I will cross my ocean
One day soon
I will be at your side
I will be in your arms
I shall be safe once more
Happy Birthday Mommy
Love will be on the wings of my angel!! Ruth xx
Mom
Happy Birthday Dad
Dad
Happy Birthday Dad love and Miss You . Your Daughter Ruth xxx
My Angels in Heaven
Mom , Dad , Larry
Another year here on Earth comes to a end .
As we move into the New Year 2014
It is another year gone by without you all.
Year after year goes by , but it never gets any easier .
I miss you all , I miss you all.
I Love you all with all of my heart <3.
And miss you all , how much you will never know .
Up there in Heaven you all have Eternal Life .
Eternal life we will all have one day .
But for now we have to face what life brings us and do the best we can .
With what life gives us .
Good or Bad .
Happy or Sad .
Eternal life you were all granted .
And oneday we will all have Eternal Life up there in Heaven with you all
But for now out with the old and in with the new .
Here on Earth .
Watch over us all and guide us on our way .
Until Eternal Life we have .
Night my Angels
2013 Gone 2014 Just beginning .
Love you all , Missing you all .
Helen
xoxo
Merry Christmas My Angels
Merry Christmas
Mom , Dad Larry
Another Christmas comes and goes without you all.
Christmas is just not the same without you all,
Mom i put your little tree up that you had in your room at the Dearness home ,
I put it up Last night Christmas Eve ,
As i have done every year since you have been gone .
I just go through the motions at Christmas now .
It use to be my favorite time of year ,,, not anymore ,,
I miss you all and i miss my son your Grandson ,,
And my 2 Granddaughters i have never seen .
And i don,t think i will ever see , Makes me sooooo sad .
Mom i know you see what i have been going through and i know you are with me along the ways of my life .
I know you are all here with me on Christmas .
Made my Turkey dinner with all the trimmings just like you always did Mom and as i prepare it i think of you Mom getting up so early Christmas morning and cooking that big turkey and making all the trimmings .
I remember ,, I remember ,,
I cook the same as you Mom i remember just everything you did at Christmas for {us} me .
So Mom This Christmas i want to say Thank you so much for always making
{our } my Christmas so special .
I wish we could turn back time ,, but we can,t so i have to hold on to what makes me Happy and all that i have left of you Mom ,,, <3 Memories ,,, Memories Of YOU
Merry Christmas Mom
Blowing Hugs & Kisses to you in Heaven ,,
Dad ,,I look at your pictures i have,, not many and i cry ,, Dad i hardly had time to get to know you ,, You were so sick from the time i was very young and in and out of the Hospital so much .
Then you left when i was 12 ,, it has left a very very big hole in my heart and life.
But Dad i will cherrish the memories i do have of you forever .
Love you Dad Miss you
Merry Christmas xox.
Larry my Brother
Larry you were taken way way to soon you never got time to live your life at all .
You never had the chance to marry and have children .
And spend Christmas with a Family of your own .
Watch play go to school have boyfriends -Girlfriends
Go to their weddings and see them have children and watch your Grandchildren grow up
You were not given the time here on Earth to do this Brother
And this has made me so sad for mamy many years .
As i have been giving the time and it has not went well but at least i was given that time .
So to you Brother i say i am so sorry you were taken so soon .
Life is not fair at times .
I remember you so well Larry you were funny ,handsome loving a good cook just like Mom a hard worker and a very private person .
I love you Larry and miss you so much .
Love Helen xox Your Sister
Merry Christmas Larry
Well to all of you my Family my Angels in Heaven
Merry Christmas
xoxo
In my Heart and Memories forever
Till we are together again
Blowing hugs abd Kisses to you all
Night .
Heaven Is Your Home
Sitting here wee hours of the morning .
Thinking of you all up there in Heaven
Wishing you were all here with me .
Mom you have not be gone all that long .
Dad you have been gone for many many years .
Larry you have been gone a long time also .
Still missing you all more then anyone knows .
I will miss and love you all till we are together again forever .
I will Love you all till we are together again forever .
Then when we are together things will be different , know more of the sickness .
know more sadness know more tears .
Just all together again ,
Like we all should be .
We are all Born & we all Die .
!!! Life it is a funny thing .!!!
Death is Peace ,Rest ,Eternal ...
And a time where we are all together forever .
Love you all,,, Miss you all ..
Night Mom . Dad , Larry ,
Hugs & Kisses to you all in Heaven .
Love you all .
Helen xoxo
Mom
Hi Mom i have been sick so i have not been on much .
I am going to try my best to come to your resting place before Christmas .
If not Mom i will be there after Christmas for sure .
I just want you to know i,m thinking of you as Christmas is just around the corner .
I am thinking of all my Family in Heaven .
Well Mom i have to go now but i will be back soon to talk to you .
I am so glad i have this Memorial to come to .
Night for now Mom
Love you Miss you
Helen xoxo
MOM
Today 63 yrs ago you gave birth to me , i just want to thank you from my heart ,for giving me life, and carring me around for 9 months , cause i know you said i was a 9 pounder :) . Spending a quiet day , i asked the girls to come another day , resting , and thinking of you having me that many years ago . God Bless and take care of you now and always, you deserve only the beat Mom , love you xxx
Hi Mom
I remember you calling me around this time of year for me to play you some Christmas music off my computer .
So i know you can,t call me but i am playing you the Christmas music that you loved to hear .
Conway and the tweety bird Christmas i remember we both loved it , i have found a few from that record and am playing them for you Mom .
Looking for some of the others for you .
Again Mom this Christmas i will be at home just Freddie and me and i know you will be here also .
I have already bought our Christmas cake Mom .
And i will do as i have the last two years set a place for you Mom .
I want to bring you something for Christmas to your resting place but last year i had a hard time getting over to your resting place as there was so much snow and the roads going through your resting place was not cleared.
But i made it and you know Mom i will be there again this Christmas .
I don,t get Christmas presents anymore Mom but if i did the only one i would want is you ,,.You here with me at Christmas and all year .
But i know this can,t happen the way i want it but i know you are always with me Mom in spirit .And i am always with you in Heaven.
Okay Mom i must go for now , but i will be back to visit and leave you more of the Christmas songs you loved
Blowing BIG HUGS & KISSES TO YOU IN HEAVEN
Dad, Larry you are both also with me .
Love you all Miss you all
Helen xoxo
Mom
Sitting here tonight thinking ,,
How much i miss you ,,,,
And just how much i will miss you till we are together again .
That day will come ,,,
When it does Mom i know you will be there to take my hand and lead me home .
Home ,,, with you, Dad & Larry .
I will be happy there .
Because i will be with you Mom .
And i won,t be in Hell anymore ,,, i will be in Heaven ,,
There we are all Angels .
Sending my Love ,, Hugs ,,, Kisses to you all in Heaven
Till we are together again
Helen <3
Song
When I’m Gone
When I’m gone to the end of my journey
and I travel my last weary mile.
Just forget if you can I ever frowned,
and only remember my smile.
Forget unkind words I have spoken,
remember some good I have done.
Forget that I ever had heartache,
and remember I had lots of fun.
Forget that I’ve stumbled and blundered
and sometimes fell by the way.
Remember I fought some hard battles and won,
eve the close of the day.
Then forget to grieve for my going,
I would not have you sad for a day.
But in summer just gather some flowers
and remember the place where I lay.
And come in the shade of evening,
when the sun paints the sky in the west.
Stand for a few moments beside me
and remember only the best.
Mom
Mom..
2 years ago today Mom the Lord took you home .
It seems like a life time ago .
I miss your smile ,,,,I miss your face ,,,,I miss your voice ,,,
I just miss you Mom .
I feel so bad Mom as life here on earth was not always good to you .
You had a very hard life Mom.
But you always looked after us children.
You looked after Dad for many years .
You looked after Larry when he was sick .
We should have looked after you Mom better you should never had to go into the nursing home .
We done our best for you when you were there .
But one of my regrets in life is that you had to live you last years there .
And i want to say i,m so so sorry that it had to be that way.
Mom not much has changed in our Family just sickness for us all ..
But we will all carry our cross like you did Mom .
Mom if i could change places with you i would do it in a heartbeat .
The only thing that keeps me going on this earth is that oneday God will come to take me home to be with you my Mom ,,,,, Forever ....
Mom when that day comes i will be ready to be lifted up to Heaven .
Where there is no more pain ,, no more suffering ,,, no more worries ,,, no more hurt ,,,no more sickness ,, just life everlasting ,,,
Till that time Mom i will just be who i am and live the best i can .
Mom i needed to talk to you tonight and i know you heard everything i said .
Mom please watch over us all till we are all together again .
Mom i will try to get to your resting place soon as i just feel so close to you there .
Till then Mom i will be thinking of you ,,, and like the song thats playing ,,,
Mother i miss you ,,,
Love you forever
Helen
xoxo
Two Years Today
A Daughter's Promise
© Allie B. Quaglieri
Every time that I smile,
Every time that I sigh,
I think of your face,
And a tear escapes my eye.
You were my world,
My inspiration and my heart,
But when you left me,
I thought I would fall apart.
You were my best friend,
My one true 'confidante',
And that's not all you were,
You were also my mom.
I didn't want to live without you,
But you would have wanted me to,
And if there's anyone I want to make happy,
That anyone is you
I would have given anything to have you back,
But I know now that it was meant to be,
For you are still watching from up there,
And I know you're watching me.
I'll make you proud mom,
I'm going to fulfill your wish,
You're going to see me and smile,
That's a daughter's promise. I think in the ywo years i have done my best to make you proud and Frank has helped , i hope to do more come spring , till then Mom, i know your right here with me and not on here or at the resting place but with our Saviour
Mom .
Its been almost two years i miss you , but i am so happy you are not suffering any more , only happiness in heaven .You wouldn't want to see what has gone on since you left , , so sorry Mom , its not a good situation , as you knew before you left there was problems . But you don;t need to worry any more God will handle this situation , love you more then words can say xxxx
Mom
Mom i will be back soon to talk to you ,,
Love you Mom Missing you
Your Daughter Helen
I know you will be with me
Sending Hugs and Kisses to you in Heaven
xoxoxoxoxo Till we are together again Forever
Mom
I added this Video . It is from all your Children ..
We all Love you and Miss you more then you will ever know
Mom watch over us all,
None of us are well Mom
Sending our Love to you Mom in Heaven
xoxo
Helen, Ruth , Ken
LOVE YOU MOM
MISSING YOU DEEPLY
XOXO
Mom
Mom
I,m adding some Videos in the next week ,
Things i know you would like Mom
Rest In Peace Dear Mom
Love You Miss You
xoxo
Mom
MEMORIES
Joanne Abel , my wedding, tiny , me and Larry