Happy Easter Mom. I LOVE YOU.

Sis oh how I miss you so much. Can’t believe it’s been 12 years without you. We all miss you so much and mom thinks about you a lot. Love and miss you sis

Happy belated heavenly Birthday sister. How I wish you were here with us miss you so much. You’re so much in my thoughts all the time. Love you to the moon and back.

I wish I had some time with you to walk among the stars
to hold your hand and see your face and ask you how you are
I'd tell you how things are going here and say how I miss you so and then thered be that moment when I wouldn't want to let you go.
But I know that I would have to as I'd give you a kiss and then
I'd wish that heaven allowed visitors so I could come back and see you again.

Woke up with you on my mind. Been dreaming of you a lot lately. It’s so beautiful to see your face. Love you and miss you so much sis

Oh how I miss YOU!!! Love you sis

Happy Mothers Day. I miss you soo much.
I Love You.

❤️Happy Valentines Day Mom.❤️
❤️I Love You.❤️

Miss you so much. Love you forever in my heart

“Think of me
You know that I'd be with you if I could
I'll come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile.”
I’ve tried to stay distracted, busy, asleep when possible, overworked, numb, and dread the moments when it all comes to a hault. Those moments when my guard is unintentionally down for even the slightest of moments and in those moments it hits. Damn it, it hits me so fucken hard. Tears that have been forced back come through uncontrollably and flood my eyes to the point where all I can do is close them. No sleeping. Thoughts of you still being here and what life would be like if you were will keep me up, Realization that you aren’t will bring me crashing down. I should be sleeping, I know this. But it caught up with me as it tends to do when I find myself slowing. I can appreciate the breaks, my breaks, but it’s soo hard to come back from them. In all honesty, can’t say that I truely do. Feels like little pieces get left behind. It’s hard to carry it all and a heavy heart.

Oh how I miss you, wishing you were still here. Happy Birthday Sister!!! Love You❤️❤️

Happy Birthday Mom. I Love You

I Miss You

Damn I wish you were here. I would have LOVED a 1000 times over to have been able to see your face after telling you that I bought the rights to the name for my business; to have told you that I’m creating a business; or even to have said nothing at all and just be able to see your face. I Love You.

Happy heavenly Mother’s Day sister. Oh how I miss you, wishing you were here. Love you to the moon and back ❤️❤️

Happy Mothers Day. You are ALWAYS in my prayers. I can’t even begin to explain how much I miss you.
I LOVE YOU.

Cant believe my best friend left us 10 years ago. You are truly missed and will never be forgotten kid. Save me a seat. Love you kid.

It’s been 10 years today sis. Oh how I miss you. Wish you were still with us. You would of love my little grand baby, sure you would have had her doing Goofy things lol. Love you to the moon and back sis

Merry Christmas Mom.

I miss hearing your voice.
I Love You

Hello sis. Thinking of you as always, I miss and love you so much❤️

Happy Birthday Sister!!! I love and miss you so much. Always in my heart ❤️

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM.
I wish you were here to celebrate.
I LOVE YOU.

Happy Mother’s Day my beautiful sister. Just wanted to let you know that you did a wonderful job as a mother. You would be so proud. Randyhas turned out to be a handsome young man very responsible of course now that he’s grown up LOL.I love you sis good night

Happy Mother’s Day Mom.
I LOVE YOU.

I GOT MY 1st CHECK FROM THE POST OFFICE!!
I wish you were here to celebrate. Financially I can breathe again. And this SSI will be finally be gone, that I know. I give it 3 more months and they’ll probably cut me off. I miss you. ALOT. I Love You.

My background check finally came through! It cleared so I’m now good to work for the post office and should be set going forward. I miss you. I wish you were here to tell you in person and to go out and celebrate after. I Love You.

Happy Easter Mom. I LLOVE YOU.

Happy Valentines Day Mom. I Love You

Well sis you are really reaching out to me let me know everything‘s gonna be OK. I had a dream of you last night and you’ve been on my mind like crazy today, you always seem to reach out to me when I need it most. I miss you so much. Happy belated Christmas sis. You would be so proud of Randy, I know he struggles without you here but he’s doing good. He reminds me of you so much sometimes, makes me think that boy is my sister child. Lol love you and miss you so much

I can’t tell if time is going by really fast, or if it’s passing slow. I just know I feel like I’m lost in it.
I Love You.

Merry Christmas Mom. Saying that still sounds just as odd to me as hearing it. Those words, like many others, seem to have lost their meaning. They may as well be in a different language. Cause I’m sometimes left feeling very confused. I miss you. ALL THE TIME. December’s are still really hard for me. I know you’ve already seen how things are going here. I’m at a job that I FINALLY love going to, so hopefully they keep me passed the Holidays. I Love You Mom. Miss you too much too. I plan to go see you and Joe today. Tell everyone else that they’re missed and loved also. Please keep an eye on My Nat. Remind her that I love her. She just sometimes needs to hear that.

Everything is proving to be too much for me today.

Hello sis Happy belated Birthday sorry I missed it but I had to figure out my sign in. I’m not to sabby when it comes to phone. Well uncle Joe went to heaven this morning sure you where there to meet him. Momma is very sad her baby brother is gone but is happy he is in no more pain. Miss you so much, Love you to moon and back

MOM.
I need your help, please. This is something that I know, I, myself have to do, but help me see a way, something.

Yesterday, the sky here looked purple, it was beautiful. I miss you like crazy. I miss your laugh, I just miss you being here. I love you! Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Mom.
I Love You

I could really use your help right now. I miss you.

Happy belated Mother’s Day sister. Just wanted to let you know you did an awesome job as a mother. Randy has grown up to be a wonderful young man you would be so proud of him love you to the moon and back hugs and kisses

Happy Mother’s Day.
I Love You

Happy Easter Sis. Wish you were still here with us, it was a nice and peaceful day. I love you ❤️

Happy Easter. I LOVE YOU

As much as I miss you, I’m glad you don’t have to be here for what’s currently going on. Just please watch over us. I LOVE YOU.

♥️Happy Valentines Day.♥️I Love You.♥️

Hello sister, I’ve had you on my mind today. Oh how I miss you. Love you so much!! ❤️

Merry Christmas sis as I sit here with my heart ❤️ so heavy wishing you were here. Hope you are having a heavenly Christmas, wish you were here with us we had a good day at moms. Love and miss you so much

Merry Christmas Mom.
I Love You

I wish you were still here. I could really use your help. Maybe it’s just the date nearing causing this, but I feel like I’m slowly starting to crack. I used to get in my head before, allowing myself to get lost in thoughts as a break from having to deal with reality. That no longer seems to be an option. Now it seems more like self torment. Thinking random thoughts that may have been unintentionally repressed now presenting themselves making me feel like I have no control over it. Things that I don’t understand, while having a clear understanding of them. Seeing the cause, finding a solution to eliminate the problem, only to then realize in some cases the actual problem...is Me.

Good Night. I Love You.

Sure wish you were here! Days I just miss you so bad. Love you sis