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Happy COVID-19 - 6TH Birthday in Heaven

February 19, 2021
Happy 6th Birthday to our sweet boy, Isaiah.  Miss you dearly. I pause every 11 min in honor of you being born at 5:11 pm 6 years ago.  I finally bought something to nurture and watch grow.  I think I still need a tree .  Send your blessings back to earth and help these green thumbs.  Spoke with someone who lost twins, and she said the hardest part is when others forget.  You will never be forgotten! I will never forget!  Love Always and Forever, Mom and Dad!

5 Years Ago

February 19, 2020
February 19, 2015 5:11pm.....It was this very hour, and this very minute 5 years ago that you entered our lives.  Today, as we do every year, your father and I lit a candle in remembrance of you.  FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS!  Yes, that’s what we proclaimed then and that’s what we will proclaim forever.  We are coping but this time always break us down.  Not many words, actually no words spoken.  Yet, it is the embrace that allows us to freely release the tears for you.  It’s in our embrace that we are able to feel like three again.  Though fragmented we are united in spirit.

As the candle flicker, images of your tiny body run through my mind..  I smile through the tears because I’m forever grateful for the moment.  It was some moments longer than others had.  We had 26-27 days!  Even as I write this I can reflect on something I read just the other day.  It said imagine Jesus holding your child’s hand.  I vividly see this 5 year old boy clinging to the hand of Jesus and I know that He has you.  Even better He has your father and I too!  That’s the peace that passeth all understanding.  

My goal for this year is to complete your scrap book.  

Always a part of my heart!
Forever
Mom

Happy 4th Birthday in Heaven, Isaiah

February 19, 2019

Loving you FOREVER

Mom and Dad, 

Chaunta and Lavelle Simmons

1. Isaiah.... The Beginning

April 23, 2015

The name Isaiah is a powerful name.  It's Hebrew meaning is "the Lord is generous; Salvation of the Lord; and God's helper."  "People with this name tend to be idealistic, highly immaginative, intuitive, and spiritual.  They seek after spiritual truth and often find it.  They tend to be visionary and may inspire others".

Isaiah you are my inspiration.  From the moment I knew of your conception, you changed my life in a way that I will never return.  Though you are not with me now, I still press towards what I was to become. You inspire me to be a better person to love more and be an effective witness of the love of Christ even when our human side can not perceive it.  

Vividly, I remember the first chapter of your life.  I remember telling your dad of your presence.  From day 1 we were ready :0)  I even was able to capture it on video as he declared that "God did it".  Indeed, you are my miracle from God.  I'm glad I got to know you, to see you, to hold you.  I'm glad we did not terminate when the doctors asked us to.  Behold, what we would have missed out on.   In all things give thanks, for some did not get that which we did get.  To see the fruit that was growing and developing inside of me.  To be able to put a face with the flutters and heartburn that I felt within - lol.  As I said all along the way, All is well!