I miss you so much! I think about you everyday. Love you big brother

My dearest big brother how things have been with out you its been hard but some what quit amazing . This year I was able to have Isabell come with me to sundance under the circumstances that she sprained her ankle days before our trip we had alot of fun we also had alot to talk about . She is really growing up fast shes smart, Beautiful, and I hope she will return some day with me back to our roots . I will do every thing I can to stay involved with her and my orher niece I will look over them brother. Miss you bother and love you always .

My dearest brother we have had many memerable times together. One of wich i can remember as clear as day when himand rachel took me in and watched over me in my hardest time i was suffering with anxiety and sleep depervasion wich about to render me insane. Soon After i had a horrible dream that some people where trying to hurt him and there was nothing i could do about it because there was a fence thatwas seperating us . I was horified about this dream and for the longest time i didnt know what it ment today im comfortable to say i still think i could have done some thing more . Isreal was loved by many and deserved a longer life he was spiritualy suffering though and had always wanted to find who he was and what his place on earth was. He traveld and lived his life how he wanted . I know one of the things he always wanted was to go to live in oregan he always told me he was going to go out there him loved that country and the wild life. Some thing told me then that my brothers journey was close . Every day i think of him and he still encourages me to keep going no matter how hard things get. I love you big brother ill see you at sundance this year im taking you home .

I miss you so much brother.. I'm sorry we didn't talk much and I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to say goodbye, it was just too hard.. Thank you for taking Me to the movies and sharing my love for horror movies. Give mom a hug for me. Love you and fly high.

I sure do miss you brother!! I miss our talks on the phone and the laughter we shard when you and my sister and I got together!! I think you were the only one who got me!! Forever ever in my heart my brother!! Sure do love and miss you!!

Rest in peace ,

My dearest husband, I love and miss you more then words could ever say. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I was blessed to have you not only as my husband, but my best friend. The love we shared was a love that I will cherish for the rest of my life.