Well babe it's your Birthday another ng year another long day without you my friend I miss so very much I don't no where life is suppose to lead me but it's going nowhere without you my heart hurts for you more everyday you weren't suppose to be gone it isn't suppose to be these way our story wasn't over yet I can't seem to get it right down here without u I need u more today then yesterday I need to feel ur touch hear your voice to see your smile to hear your laughter your jokes even your smart comments I jus need you I love u today as much as when. U left me here alone in this evil world with no plans as to how I am suppose to go on I love u baby I hope you birthday in heaven was awesome can't wait to see u again see you when I see u

Well bane another year came an gone an im still living on memories i miss you more every passing day my live for you is as strong today as the day i fell for you youll always own heart forever an. Always watch over is an guide us as you have almost 8 years now i feel your presence from time to time i only wish i could hear your voice feel your touch jus one more time if only for a minute i long for that even though i no its not happening i still dream of it an you all the time i hope you had a good heavenly birthday you like ypur flowers an balloons i love ypu babe
                 Love you
                 Vic 

Hey babe another year come an gone but missing you is so very strong you were such a big part of my life hell you were my life the part I miss the most the part I can't seem to get past I can't move past it's been the longest 7 years I've ever had to face I'm doing it not sure if I'm doing right or wrong I'm jus doing it one day at a time one step one breath at a time some days I wonder how I'm gonna get through Then I remember that's what you would want me to do get through so I push a Lil harder but it's getting hard to push through harder to face the days harder to hear bray talk about missing u wanting his daddy wondering why he don't have his while the others kids do it takes my breath away fighting the tears explaining that sometimes god g no has bigger pans to plans that we ma to find harder to be understand so my et is Mrs never understanding praying that God helps understand lose death understand that why his daddy things I don't understand myself how can I make him understand I'm still searching for the same understanding watch over use an guide me through this road we call life I love you I hope your dancing in heaven see u when I see u

Hello my love 6 years 7 days oh how I miss you need you wanna talk to u so much to tell you so much has happened I guess I'm finally over being mad at you for leaving me here in thus evil place Bray misses you so much talks about you cries or we cry together he gives me a run so for my money. Keeps me on my toes it's so different raising him alone the struggle is real I got a double dose with this that one lol boy could be a mixture of u an me attitude temper an all how am I ever gonna survive a us in one kid he is definitely a tester cause test me to the limit jus like someone else hmmmmmm wouldn't you no only you like father like son what did I ever do to deserve this lol you already no I wouldn't change it for the world if I had the chance to do it again I'd do it all over with u I love you baby miss you beyond measure see you when I see u

2 years today the pain is fresh as it was yesterday I no your better now but that don't help the pain I feel I'm in a world that's moving fast but I'm at a stand still watching as everyone around goes on with everyday life I find it hard to breathe life is so unfair I once found true happiness jus to have it all taken away as I stand watching as my whole world crashed right before my eyes helpless begging god for jus a little more time to have u with me so many things left to do so many dreams to carry through now that'll never be now left to pick up the pieces of my broken life you showed me show much but never how to go on without u an that I have yet to figure out probably never will so for now I'll keep strolling down memory lane to find my comfort zone till we meet again it'll never be goodbye for 2 hearts beat as one I love you hope your dancing in heaven RIP MY LOVE HAPPY NEW YEAR IN HEAVEN

Well baby another anniversary without you its been 19 months since since you crossed over to watch over us from heaven an still my heart is still as broken as it was Jan 1,2015 when my whole life well to pieces right before my tearing eyes an shattered dreams I can't seem to make my heart understand what my mind already knows I feel so cheated out on life to have it all taken away so soon I no I miss u so much I miss the me I used to be when u were here I miss us our life together I've never felt so alone in a room surround by people an yet I still feel alone this is the worst feeling ever but I no till we meet again its never gone go away no other man can take your place so I'll contuid to do me an Bray till the day we meet again I love you with all that I am an all I'll ever be till we meet again I'll be loving u HAPPY ANNIVERSARY IN HEAVEN MY LOVE
                          Love you wife always an forever
                                YOURS

Well baby its been 15 months what seems to be years I miss you as much today as I did the day you left so many things I wish I could tell you so many times I've needed u the days come an go but the pain still so real u I don't believe that time can heal I wish u were here to see how much brayden has grown all the things he's learned all the things you taught him he tells everyone u taught him to do these things he ask for u daily still cries for u he misses you so much as I do to I long for your touch to hear u say Love you baby an everythings gone be ok truth is its never gone be ok till I'm in your arms again I Love you can't wait to see u again RIP MY LOVE TILL MY TIME HERE IS DONE

A one in a million! I know you miss him. sending hugs.

Today is our day 9 years ago we said I do now I only have memories with you the days we had together I will always hold close to my heart time or distance can't keep us apart you'll always live within my heart the last 7 months has been more than struggle I fight the tears to force a smile the days are long the nights even longer to learn to go on without u is more than I can bare the pain in my heart is like no other everyday I face this struggle everyone says with time it gets easier but so far it seems to get worse how can it get better with u not hereso I guess I'll just hold to our memory until we meet again I'll be loving you