It's been 4 years. I still cant wrap my head around it. Seems like yesterday. I miss you so much. I miss talking to you, laughing and goofing off, I miss hearing you say " Hi Bib come on in and sit awhile". I just miss you something terrible. Every thing about you. I know Mom is with you now. I hope your enjoying heaven together. So scary down here. Things are out of control. I hate I cant pick up the phone and call you, if only to hear your voice....I listen to your voice message you left me. But it's not the same. We miss you and love you so much. If you can whisper in Gods ear to watch over us, I would so appreciate it. Say hello to Mom and give her our love as well. I love you both so much.