dear jackie, i wantedt to just write to you and let you know that you are the insperation in my life. i really miss you so very very much. you would always keep a smile on my face, make me laugh all the  time. you and that little laugh you had.there is not a day i don't think of you or who you are. when i see youre kids i feel so srry for them cause there is just alot you don't know about them, i try to love them like i did you and still do you. that will never ever change at all. i wish you could of  met my husband  jackie he is my everything to me and my family, sure there are times  we have our times , but that is no different than any other family right?i know that youre family was the most important thing toy you like you uset o tell me all the time,everything yuou and i  talked about in our life it will stay with me  til the day is see you again. jackie philip is a good man, he treats me like a queen for real . i have never had anyone treat me like he does. i would just love for you to meet him one of these day'swhen god calls him home  you will ge tot meet him then. and i know you ,,,, you will hold out youre hand and shake his hand.  you will love him that's for sure. anyway dad is doing ok  his health could be better than it is, i am doing good as to be expected, you know my health.we all miss yuo jackie love. i wish you could of seen my tatoo i got on my chest, it say's tina dream, i got that i memory of you you are my bestfriend in this whole world i promise you tha, i can only trust you and youre sister and that's a fact. i trust her iwth tmy life you knoe that. well i guess i better go for now. but never ever forget i love you with all my heart and soul ok R I P my jackie love    love youre tina dream    bestfriends forever

well i am getting ready to go to panama april the 6th, youre sis was supose to come with me but once again it did not work out , she would of really had a great time. i know i would of to just be able to talk and relaxe that is what we need in our life lol. i am gonna get you something special while i am down there. you will be on my mind all the time just like the two times before, just knowing we were on the same beach is amazing to me, well i am getting ready to go to bed so i wanted to get on here and tell you i love you and i miss you more than anyone know's   love youre   tina  dream   p.s here is a song for you....i know who you would be thinking of on this song..all the talks we had , yea i know, jackie when god took you home he took a big part of my heart with him, you were my bestfriend  , you understood me when other's did not, you cared for me when other's did not, and you loved me as a friend  a good  good friend when other's turned their back on me, and for that i am so thankfull to you , cause you taught me alot, one - not to care what anyone thinks about you ,cause like you said only god can judge me..i am dealing with alot right now, ryan being gone, our dear friend josh just got deployed to afgavastan for 7 month's, ryan is in the field right now and won't be back until friday. i miss him so much jackie.and tashawn he is growing up so fast, you just would not belive all the thing's i look at everyday, like when my heart broke when ryan left. and how it's gonna break when the day comes tashawn leaves. i have alot of trouble dealing with ryan being gone cause he became my bestfriend and now he is my hero, tashawn said ; mom i just want you to know i am going into the army. i said son it's what ever you want to do i will suport you just like ryan, knowing on the inside i am screaming  no no no no .but his grandad set him for life anyway when he passed so tashawn has got a good head on his shoulders and i know he will do what he want's and make me proud of him, hell i am proud of both of my kids, they are my blesssings from god. well i will let you go now. i love you and i will alway's miss you  love    tina   dream

I SEEM TO RECLL A NIGHT WHEN YOU WERE ASLEEP OVER AT YOURE MOM'S ON THE LITTLE LOVE SEAT THEY HAD AT THAT TIME, YOU HAD YOURE HEAD ALL LAYED BACK AND YOU WERE OUT OF IT ASLEEP, I GRABBED SOME DIRTY SOCKS AND PUT THEM ALL UP IN  YOURE MOUTH AND YOU WOKE UP AND WAS READY TO  KILL SOMEONE LOL, YOU WERE MAD , AND DUMBASS ME KEPT LAUGHING AND YOU KNEW THEN WHO DONE IT, AND YOU JUST BEGUN WITH THAT LAUGH YOU HAD LIKE HUH HUH I WILL GET YOU BACK LOL,LOL.I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THAT, OR THE TIME YOU WERE AT MY HOUSE ON  HWY 86, AND MY BIRD  ; YELLED  CAT SCARTCH FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1   l my as  off. nobody will ever belive what that bird said  cause now i am the only other one that heard it!!!!!OH WELL I KNOW IT HAPPENED AND YOU DO TOO THAT'S ALL IT MATTERS , NOW THING'S ARE STARTING TO LOOK UP FOR YOURE SISTER RIGHT NOW, I KNOW YOU BEEN WATCHING SO I DON'T HAVE TO GO INTO DETAIL. , BUT ANTWAY  ISAW YOURE BROTHER THE OTHER DAY, HE GAVE US A DOG AND YOU REMEMBER HOW I WAS WITH BUTTON.S WELL WE HAVE DONE GOT THAT WAY WITH ZOEY, NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BUT I HAVE , ... WELL GOT ALOT MORE TO DO TO THIS SITE SO I BETTER GET TO WORK, I LOVE YOU AND KEEP WATCHING OVER US ALL OK. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU   YOURE   TINA DREAM