Hi baby,

 I miss you so very much, i had to show you this picture of grandma and the baby. Grandma was happy to see her. Grandmas not doing to good jack. If she gets there before i do will you show her around? Keep an eye on her, teach her how things go up there. I know she'll be ok with you watching over her, dont let her get into trouble Jackie. 

Your forever in my heart Jackie ill love you til I take my last breath, til we see each other again. Sleep well my forever love

Yup that sure is what it looks like, spit. She likes spittin up on me yukk 

Shes getting so big, shes so beautiful. 

Anything to make these girls laugh 

I love my grandpa jack, if she turns out to be a little trip and fall ill know who she gets that from 

Lysa is growing so fast shes almost 3 montbs

Barbara and i went to the zoo, they have a butterfly exhibit where you get to walk around in and sometimes the butterflies land on you, they loved barbara. One landed on my leg i wanted to scream lol

Marilyn is 4 already, shes so big, smart, she still looks all like randy except shes beautiful lol. She loves her aunty sheba

Look whos taken over your chair. 

Hello my love, i haven't been here for a while. Dont think that a day goes by that i dont think about you or look at our pictures on my wall. I never thought I'd be changing pampers and warming bottles without you by my side. Mushie has a job now, which is good and she knows she needs it so i stay with the baby or more like the baby stays with me most of the day. I never realized how good a 15 minute shower was lol. Now i take total advantage when shes napping. Shes been staying awake longer in the afternoon so i dont have alot of time, and im so tired at night that i just crash before i even know it. 

I love you jackie, i miss you so very much

I heard this song on pandora, and i knew it was you

I love you jackie, if i could have just one more day with you, we'd go to the park, sit under our favorite tree and I'd read to you like we used to do. 

Me doing grandma stuff. Jackie this baby is loved so much by all of us, shes gonna know who grandpa jack is and how you're watching over her from heaven.

MMe and our granddaughter

I love this picture. Mushie just staring and smiling at her baby.

Your gonna be if not already so happy, randy opened his barber shop. Im so proud of him and kim.

Shes looking more and more like all us girls.

Barbara found her this cute strawberry outfit. She is so spoiled jenni and barbara get her the cutest clothes.

She has a strawberry birthmark. She just so perfect

She so beautiful. 

Mushie, maddie and our granddaughter Valysa. I told mush to give her a name that is easy to spell lol she gives her that. You know how serious naptime is around here.

And theres me your favorite Sheba. I know, I'm your only one. I love you and I miss you every day.

Barbara doing what she does best, sleeping. She misses you so much.

My favorite niece Marilyn isnt she beautiful shes in school already. Shes learning so much stuff. She has her days, but for the most part she's a really good student.

Randy & Kim, theyre getting married soon, I cant wait.

I took this picture on valentine's day, i remember that day we were at a party. We had fun that day.  I miss those days with you

You know how serious nap time is around here. 

I miss you my love, i miss you like crazy.sleep well my love til i see you again, i love you jackie

Arent these the cutest things barbara gave me these for Christmas. 

You're my penguin and I'm yours

I love you jackie

Barbara bout maddie and me a best friends charm. I got the necklace and maddie got a thing to hook onto her collar. Its cute 

TThere's a Christmas tree somewhere in there. Lol one of my favorite pictures of them.

These two are some awesome women jackie. Mushie is already 7 months along. Still a big pain in the ass but she gonna learn when her baby comes. Shes not sure on a name yet, she keeps changing it. I told her to make sure its a name she can spell lol

I love you Jackie 

I miss you so much

I miss you so much jackie. I want to just reach into the heavens and give you a hug. 

HoppI has found her new sleeping area.

Shes almost here Jackie, our grandbaby 

29 weeks and counting 

Jenni  gave me this New York state shaped charm for my birthday. I absolutely love it. thank you jenni and b.

I miss you bubblehead.

I love you and i miss you terribly Jackie. This tattoo is in your memory

Nothing could have prepared me for that horrible day, to watch you slip away and not a damn thing I could do to stop it. 

I wasn't ready to let you go, but a higher power said it was time for you to go home.

Everyday I think of you and of the memories we made, I cherish every single one and in my heart they will stay till I take my last breath.

Happy Thanksgiving Baby, you are deeply missed.

Doesnt she look beautiful?

Our grandbaby is almost here.

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy, when skies are grey

You'll never know jack, how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away

You're smile is so contagious, i cant help but smile when I unlock my phone. I love you

I love this picture of you. I remember taking it  at the dr and you gave me the most beautiful smile.

I know you knew this news before anyone. neither one of us wanted this for mushie, at a young age. but it's happening, shes on her way. so yes shes a girl. you were a great mother to barbara and mushie, im positive you would have been the best grandma jack that you could be. maybe even change a pamper. or is that pushing it? lol I love you 

I miss you so much jackie

I miss you sooo much

Jackie with her little lammy

We had so much fun at so many of your parties, Thank you, you and many others accepted Jackie as part of our group no questions asked, when i just showed up with her one day out of the blue, I love you guys for that. 

We had so many fun memories together...from BBQn to all kinds of Birthday and holiday celebrations...

One thing I can say is you enjoyed life girl..and you were surrounded by people who loved you very much including myself..I know your watching over Liz and I just want to say thank you...if you see my Dad up there tell him I said hello and I love him...love ya girl see you again soon

I met baby Chadwick today baby, he is so adorable. 

Thank You Melodie, for sharing this picture. 

Thank you to both of you Angel and Melodie for resting Jackie in this beautiful urn.

Yes I am your penguin