Still can't believe it's been 13 year's since you left me all alone here. Not one day, one hour, one minute, or one second goes by that I don't think of you. It's not fair that God took my mother away from me the way he did and so soon. I still needed you here to help me with thing's that only a mother knows I wished so bad that I could just pick up the phone and hit your name and you would answer and I could hear your voice on the other end. Even if it was to just tell me how to do something that I already knew how to do, but that's what you always did because you were just trying to help me because you couldn't believe that your little girl was all grown up and had tried to be the best wife, girlfriend, mother I could be. I'm so sorry that I disappointed you and let you down for some of the decisions in my life but I always knew that no matter what you still loved me and never gave up hope for me. I just think that if I would have come to you that weekend when you needed me the most I would still have you here with me. My heart shattered that day and I've felt so alone without you here I wished I could go back in time and have a do-over so I could correct some of my mistakes/choice's. I love you Mom and miss you more everyday.
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