Jake, I remember alot of good times and bad times when we lived in st.louis. I have learned early on to not hold grudges, to let things go, because in the end, it doesn't change a thing. Being mad is just a waste of energy, and lets face it, i'm lazy lol so I hate using energy!! I wish you felt that you could of came to me with your problems, because I was batteling depression as well. I chose to get help, you chose to try and help yourself, and in the end, it costed you your life! I Love You Jake