This was the very last time I got to hug my Dad and tell him that I loved him when he was in his right mind, Friday May 18th, 2012. I walked in the house and Dad looked at me and started crying, I said "I love you Dad " I wiped the tear from his face and said it's ok I know you love me too, because he could not talk, but he was trying to tell me someething. I still wonder what all he wanted to tell me, even though I know that Dad always said I love you too. I still think he had alot more to say than that. For the simple reason...........I know my Dad, I know he wanted to tell me so much. Now I just wonder. Dad always talked about the Bible and I know he is in Gods care, but my heart will never heal. I lost my Dad, and the Day Dad went to be with Jesus, he took a big peace of me with him and I am empty inside. Nothing can ever fill that emptiness and lonelyness of losing my Dad. I thought "My Dad is the strongest man in the world and nothing could ever take him down." No matter what my Dad was a strong man and he would make it. I spend every minute of every day thinking about you Dad. I miss you and I know that you knew how much I loved and still love you. I also think that Jesus knew the only way Dad would ever rest and have peace in his life, was to take him to his house in Heaven. No more hurting Dad, no more hunger, no more not being able to talk, no more sitting in a wheel chair, and no more not remembering things. I can see you and the other children of God running through fields and laughing and seeing beauty that we here on earth can only imagine. I see your wings and halo and I see you talking to Susie and Grandma and Granpa Dolly and Grandma and Grandpa Twigg and little Joey and Gregg and all of our loved ones that we have had to let go. I wanted you here forever, but Jesus had a better place for you Dad. I will never let you go, I will never stop crying, I will miss you forever and I will love you untill the day I die. Untill then Dad, please keep leading me, stay beside me and never leave me in spirit, and please come to visit me in a dream, let me know show me a sign that you are still here with me. When I get overwhelmed with life, please hug me and tell me you love me like you use to Dad. I will see you again soon Dad. Written with all my love from my heart...Needy Rae ♥♥ I love you Dad! Forever...rest with Jesus like you always wanted to..I will be ok as long as I know that you are still here beside me always. Hugs Dad and let me say I love you one more time...........I love you Dad♥♥