I gave the ring you bought to Andrew as you told him he could have it ,ashame others are selfish like you no who da ,Derek has his memories says he doesn't need anything to mind you of him ,he does have some story's to tell now though over the years as he took your passing real bad not many no that but you do eh da always yer loon Derek . Well you probably would be callin him a grass now that I no you made up flipping stories to me about the staff there so you could get a laugh at my expense for telling them how to do there job right and to look after my da properly ,mind you not even a wheel chair could stop you from fighting still laugh at that all them strokes and here you are getting into a fight punching George and he wasn't even in a chair standing up he was aww you still had that stuart fighting fire inside you and boy has it past down to not just your kids but even your sister Lenas and more you be right proud of that , oh da as Andrew gets older he looks like you the spit and he has a temper too worse I no it with his evil eyes lol you be tickled ,well I told you not to worry about me and its ok am not wanting to join you all now well not yet you can all wait till am am a real old lady YES lady :) feels like your all around me , I often see my robins mostly the same two and if I don't Derek will shout when I believe it's you and Anna well I no Anna's favourite bird was robins just like me and we got that from grandma Jessie ,am tired now da couldn't sleep as always you no why stupid surprise birthday aye you gave me the best surprise closed your eyes and left me but I no you were not scared da your eyes told me ,I love you da ,Anna ,all of family and my mates bestmate Angie still can't believe your up there now ,stay happy ,and stay by me sometimes please xxxxxxxxxx