I can't believe that it has been3 1/2 years since you were chosen by the lord to become an angel in heaven although you were our angel on earth.McKenna still has a hard time with you being gone she is very angry. MiKayla deals with it by crying all the time. I just go through the day, but I really could use my rock I am going through some scary medical problems and they dont know what is wrong i so need you here holding my hand and telling me i will be okay. I believe it when it comes from you. I love and miss you so much, there are no words to describe it. I hurt and cry over missing you everyday. Timmy was in a bad car accident and you must have been with him because he should have been worse. Mom is hanging in there she misses you so much if she did not have McKenna and MiKayla I dont know what she would do. Well i will talk to you in my prayers and back on here soon.

Today was the girls dance and you would have been so proud of them. They did such a good job. Although I know you were in heaven watching them. It is so hard not having you here. I remember seeing you smile and hearing your wonderful laugh when you would come and see them dance and ice skate. I could see how proud you were of them. We went to your work the other day because the girls wanted to take your friends some treats and they kept telling mama how you would always talk about the girls and how special they were to you, I just hope ou knew how special you were to us and how much we love and miss you. We love you good night!

Anyone is welcomed to leave anything they would like but the reason I did this is this is a way I can talk to my daddy, I am having a hard time dealing with this and hope this helps me and my children.