I love u James & Miss u so much. 3yrs has came & gone  now & it hasnt changed  at all the pain is still there & will never go away..love u bro. sure wish i could pick up the phone and say hey. we went through so much together bro. i miss all the times we spent together.mean so much to me. if i only had 1 day id take it and just run to never return. i love u james. miss u sooooo much.i see the kids and promised u id help take care of them and i do what i can. we all love u james roberts. so when u look down on us we will b looking up to see ur smiling face. love u brother.until we meet again.

lol brother, I remeber the Farm in Wyoming county where you lived with us. the neighbor grew fields of pot, He gave you all you wanted because you worked for him. We had to ask him to slow down giving you so much because you was smoking your self to death on it. you had the munches all the time. I couldn"t keep enough food! LOL! Then there was the time Carlos and gene brewster caught you a sleep and put the mop in bed with you and poured water on the bed like you wet on your self. they slept in a locked room for days after that because they were afraid of me and you getting even with them. we had a blast on that old farm.