you where and still are my favorite person ever , i love you so much and can feel ur energy when you are watching over me , i know that you are with me every single day , when i pray for you to be with me in my passenger seat when it’s raining bad and i’m driving on the highway because i’m scared lmao , i know that you are there because i won’t feel scared anymore , or when i feel lonely and i’m sad in my bedroom i know that you are there and can feel your love deep down . i miss you so much and i wish that you where here so i could show you how much i’ve grown up and how much i’ve done with my life . can you even believe that i’ll be 21 this november !! also if joe bird actually liked me and i had my own place i would have definitely taken him and took good care of him because i knew how much you loved that bird , instead of giving him to randoms that he doesn't even know … i think about you all the time and all the fun we used to have when i was little , don’t worry i’m still spoiled because of grandma carla HAHA. love you - moo