So many memories of Tim. Among the many ways Tim made a difference was in his work with the homeless. I'm dedicating this to you, Tim.
Dusk, Corner of Broadway and Hillcrest
In memory of and to honor, Tim V Thomas
When the sky’s purple scrim goes silver, then gray
and the moon drifts above the butcher shop roof,
I do not know, I cannot say for certain . . .
Maybe the sly grin, the half shuttered eyes taking in
the rush to do all of the things we do in a home
at the end of a day say: dusk amuses me. Maybe you
or I would call the four hours the moon uses to rise
and arc across Broadway, a wait, not see them as he does
―moments strung together which come and take leave
much like the cars and pedestrians, or the gusts
that swirl leaves at the curb.
Once, before the rains, I’d see him on the corner, smiling.
How’d he say it?
I’m learning to look. Looking to see.
Different than waiting.
Can you see?
I do not know, I cannot say for certain but tonight the street beam
and the moonbeam and the date palm tops and the wind
and the roof tiles make a shadow
in a shadow
in a shadow―
the shape sleep makes, the black canvas cape,
the stucco arch of the coffee shop.
A dog walks by, the one who has shared with him
its dream in which it never waits.
I do not know, I cannot say for certain
but maybe the dog says:
You look tired. You all right?
I’m nearly certain he says
Yeah. I’m okay.
I’m fixing to rest my eyes on a home.