Today is your birthday beautiful it’s been 13 long years without your smile with out your voice. Your soul was so pure and beautiful just like you yes you had bad days just like every one else. I never thought I could be okay after you left I never thought I would be able too get back up life suck aunt Jamie I’m not here too be all sad I just need too talk too you I just need you too listen like you always did I have met the love of my life aunt Jamie I have become such an amazing person I wish you could have seen me I wish you could have told me how much life would suck without you I have fallen apart and got back up. I got on drugs really bad I know I know your disappointment so was mom so was I I never thought I would fall so hard but I did I’m trying day by day too be better I try too smile more I’m like a closed book I can never open but I feel safe on here I feel like your reading everything I write. God I miss you I miss having someone too talk too and telling someone how I feel with no judgment I could just open up too you and you would always know what too say I was only 8 when you passed but I remember you so well I can remember you laugh,your smile , your hugs I remember it all I remember how AMAZING you where all the hood people get taken first save a spot up their for me and mom we miss you more and more every day. So about this boy I met I know you already know about him but let me just tell you his name is Zach he is good way too good for me but he loves me like I have never been loved before he gives me comfort he makes me happy you always told me too pick the right guy and I think I did he makes me happy he makes me happy so happy I haven’t felt like I loved anybody since you past but right now I feel like I’m in such a good spot. Mom she misses you so much she thinks about you a lot I know she does when you passed that was the hardest thing I have ever seen her deal with but she is happy now she has a fiancé his name is Chris he treats me and Jamay like his own kids he is amazing you know how my dad was and I never though I would have a “dad” but I do he does everything in his power for me and mom and Jamay we are all taking it day by day just please keep looking over me and keep a spot up their for me and mama you beautiful soul.....❤️

I miss you everyday! I hope your up there watching over the family because we need it. I really miss you sis. I'm trying to hang on in life. Love you so much!!

Jamie,.....Remembering always and today when you left this world on April 5th 2008 ....sad , hurtful and painful time for all your family n friends,...still hurts,...there was so much left to say and do,...life here isn't easy never was and now terrible things happening in the world ..I am glad you can't see it or feel it's effects ....for you are with the Lord JESUS never to be hurt again,...you are,alive well and Joyfully happy now,...I still miss you that won't leave me while I am still here on earth....I love you Jamie always will....Kiss the family for me ...love Aunt Dewey.

Jamie as the old year of 2019 closes and 2020 is tomorrow,....I think of you often,..and wish i could talk with you,...looking at all our family has lost over the years it is very hard,one thing I know is that you are so loved and missed every second...alot has happened and other family members are there with you in Heaven now,....I think of our losses,..then I remembered you can never lose the ones you love....just in body only for the ones we love are right here in our hearts,....you are in my heart...Jaimer I love you,...I miss you I visit you where you were laid to rest and II know that you like purple,....I brought you some Christmas fliowers...but this time they were red....and I thought about you ,...how beautiful you are and how beautiful you will always be,....onther New year coming up....Triniti is so like you in ways,....you would be proud.....I think that down here time goes on ...but in Heaven there is no time concept so when you see any of us again,....how happy we will all be....love aunt Dewey

Hey Aunt Jamie it’s dynasti, I love you and miss you everyday their is so much I wish I could tell you and show you. I’ll see you again one day I love you so much..

Hey Jamie baby,want to say Merry Christmas in Heaven with Jesus and pawpaw n granny...and now Micheal too, I'm sure you have already met your other cousin Dusti my daughter....now you are,all together, and I sure do miss you all so much, not just words, but with my heart, i miss your laughter...and the way you always came over to talk with me ...even when you were hurting you always would hug me and say I love you Aunt Dewey.....you were so sweet when you always wanted to Sleep with me, when you was little...you would pull on my toes and say ( I'm having night dreams can I sleep with you Dewey....and of course i would let you....you lit up.my heart,.....i ALWAYS love you and i will see you when it is my time to be free,...Remembering you at Christmas I love you Jamers....love Aunt Dewey.

Sorry sis I didn't tell you marry Christmas I miss you so much I think of every day I wish you could be here and see how much better I'm doing u would be proud of me aunt duwee took me in and I've changed my life Dad doing alot better please watch over all of I love So much u Michael save me a seat in heaven next to you guys please tell Grandma and Grandpa hi and I love them tell Jesus that forgive me for everything I've done ill see u guys again
Love you. Sis you brother and best friend

Happy Birthday in Heaven with Jesus Jamie, I love you and I miss you , now your cousin Micheal is there with you, ....your best friend, he always loves you and now he doesn't have to miss you anymore, wonder what you two are doing today on your Birthday? What do you do there in Heaven? All I know is that the Father has you both now, and I miss you two so much, seems like this world holds so much sorrow n pain ,but you and Micheal are free from it all,....like Micheal woud say I will see you there in Heaven wait for me the both of you by our loving Father.....I love you Jamie, tell Micheal I love him,and you two enjoy the bond you have that can't ever be broken again. With all my heart I love you Both,...loveaunt Dewey.

Hello my sweet sweet beloved cousin best friend and so much more. I had a dream about you last night you were as beautiful as ever and in your soft spoken voice you said my name we locked eyes and then at that very moment in time in my dream I knew you watched over me I felt such a beautiful scense of Pease any joy and you we glowing so beautiful exactly at that moment I gave you a smile and then I woke up. I don't dream of you often but all throughout the day and every waking moment in my life you are always in my heart and my thoughts. You would be so proud of me I have been clean and sober for 3 years and my life is no longer suffering I'm not sick anymore from all the drugs...You knew of my demons and how I struggled for so many years...You were the only one there for me in my depths of despair you accepted and loved me regardless of what was going on in my life. There should be more people like you jamie this world is a nasty place and in some ways I'm glad that you don't have to go through the things of this world and the loss and pain it deals out....Tell grandma I said hello when I get to heaven I will hug you so tight. I often say that when you passed you never knew how much I loved you at least that is what I used to think but I know now that you do and you always have know the love we shared my beautiful cousin best friend I will see you again....wait for me at the gates.....AND AT THE RIGHT HAND OF THE FATHER :)

DEATH LEAVES A HEARTACHE NO ONE CAN HEAL, LOVE LEAVES A MEMORY NO ONE CAN STEAL!!! I love you sis more than you know. I think about your precious face everyday. Your beyond in my heart and soul!! Fly high sis, watch over the family!!!!

Jamie, thinking of you today...and every day,I miss you sweetheart it's Easter day now here...wish I could hold you so tight I would never let go that's so hard to do , letting go ...none of us ever will you are forever with us in our hearts , our laughter and tears ...you made our lives more beautiful, and you are so loved always and someday we will join you there in Heaven with our Lord Jesus. .
Hugs n kisses...from aunt Dewey