- 59 years old
- Date of birth: Mar 6, 1955
- Date of passing: Dec 26, 2014
|Let the memory of Jane be with us forever|
"Happy birthday mom. I miss you more and more every day. I hope you are celebrating in your own way. I love you"
It has been two years today that God took You from Us. Some people say it's fate, but this fate thing is becoming reality real quick. I still reach for my phone to call You to tell You something or to ask Your advice. Kaila is not taking it very well either. We all lost a best friend. I am holding on to the memories and Your laugh and beautiful smile. Mom, I Love You and pray that You are in a better place. I am sure You were there when Kimmer passed away, so hopefully You have Him along with alot of the other Family members that got taken too soon. Mom, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU INFINITY TIMES INFINITY and now I can say eternity times eternity. I miss and love You. Love always, Brenda"
"Gram, I miss you so badly. I know that for a while we did not get along, but than we both started to talk and got to know each other more. This year has been really hard for me and your usually here for me to talk to. You really understood me and did not care if I cried in front of you. I remember that when I felt down or just needed to talk to someone we would go up to your room and every time I would let my tears fall out. I know that you said not to keep my tears inside, it's just really hard not too anymore. Without you Gram I have felt more empty and you would always fix that. I aksed Skyler what she wanted for Christmas and she said for you too come back. I almost broke down into tears. You were her best friend. Now that your gone and your not here to talk to her I will always be here for her. Fisher has to grow up without a AWSOME grandma. I really wish you would be here. What am I gonna do without you? I love you so much. Please watch over Skyler and Amanda, and make sure nothing ever happens to them. Please watch over Micah, I can't lose these guys ether.
Love, Kaila Lexus❤️"
"Jane, have a wonderful birthday! Jenny really misses you! Watch over her and her family. I also know Amanda misses you and wished you were here for the birth of her child. Jane, you were loved deeply and will always be in your families hearts!"
It's almost Spring, and every flower I see reminds Me of You and how Beautiful You are. I Love You SO Much. You are thought about constantly, and so many tears still shed. I Love You. Brenda."
SO difficult to go through Thanksgiving without You. I low it takes energy to come to Us in Our dreams, but I do believe You are trying to give Me a sign. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU ALL INFINITY TIMES INFINITY TIMES INFINITY. I do now, however, fate is what took You from US WAY TOO EARLY. Please, Nobody, forget My Dear Mother on the Holidays. Mom, I truly Love and Miss You:-)♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Love Always, Faith♡"
I went thru taco bell today. I sure did miss you. Ordering your burritos with extra onions. Times are not getting any easier. I have nobody to talk to in the mornings. Nobody to run ideas off of. And nobody will come visit me like you would."
"I miss my grandma Jane a ton, but we always have to look on the bright side of things. I don't know what that would be for whoever is reading this. All I know about all of us is that we had our good times and our bad times. With her for me she would let me be me and would always cheer me up when skies were gray. I miss her a lot and I just wish she was here with all of us.
love, Xana McCray"
I know it's a bit late to be wishing you a happy birthday. I couldn't help it I got grounded from my Laptop :P
But since now is my chance, I come to realize that I've had 59 years with you on earth. 59 is really young. I remember telling you i wanted to live till i was 114 (specifically!), and I definitely remember saying that one day, you were going to be all well and healed, and you, Skyler and I would be tumbling down hills together. It's sad to think that it couldn't happen this summer. But i know you'll always be with the both of us no matter what. My birthday was just 3 days before yours, and I remember the previous year when i turned 12 you called me really early in the morning to sing Happy Birthday to me. It saddened my heart the day I turned 13 to realize i wouldn't hear your voice again. I love you and miss you with all my heart.
-Augee <3 =^w^="
I am sitting here on the beach of Florida against all of Your wishes (don't worry, I'm being good as You can see) with only thoughts of You. I am still in denial and trying to send you pics to no avail. I don't understand why God took You and Nanny and Lucky and June so young. You are still my best friend and always will be. Tomorrow is Jenny's Birthday. If You could come to Her in a dream I think that would be the best present She can ever receive. I LOVE YOU INFINITY TIMES INFINITY ALWAYS AND FOREVER. "Faith".,:-). Brenda"
"EVERYBODY WHO GETS ON THIS WEBSITE...WATCH FOR IDIOTS SENDING YOU EMAILS SAYING THERE IS AN ESTATE OVER SEAS THAT THEY NEED YOUR HELP WITH. IT IS A SCAM.
IF YOU WANT TO SEND MONEY....SEND IT TO ME INSTEAD :)"
"in 2 days it will be Xana's golden birthday....her 11th (because she was born on the 11th)! planning her party and my wedding isn't as fun as i wish it would be. i miss your creative side, bouncing ideas back and forth. people say that it "gets easier" but i think they are big fat liars. i haven't found it to be any easier. i really miss talking to you in the early mornings. i have nobody to take that place. nobody is up and if they are- they don't have the time to talk. plus it's just not the same.
mom- you are missed so much."
"I remember being with my great grandma Jane like it was yesterday; being invited on an all-summer trip to the great Ohio. My cousin Xana and i would paint rocks and have Jane tell us we were painting her "dinosaur teeth" because she claimed to literally be that old. She always laughed and played along with us, like her inner child was being released. When she moved in with us years later, she allowed me to feel as if she was always going to be there for me, and she was. Having my grandma and best friend June pass when i was only 5, she stepped in and allowed our relationship to become closer and for me to call her Grandma. I sometimes called her silly things like Gooma, Gramtown, and all sorts of things that brought us closer throughout the days. We even made a promise to be "Old Hags" forever. A few days before she passed, during winter break, i wrote her a letter telling her how appreciative i am for her and her being, and set it on her bed to have read when she came home from Amanda's house. I visited her on December 26th, the day of her passing. After a few words, tears, hugs and kisses, she joined my Grandma and the rest of my family in heaven. Safe to say she was a big part of my heart, and always will be. Love you, Gooma, forever old Hags -Augee"
"I miss my second half, the fun one. We could go without seeing or talking to each other for a year or more, but when we did get back together again, it was like we were kids again. We completed each other and were the best part of each other. You and I spent 59 years together, but that wasn't long enough. I still cannot believe you are gone, I wait for the phone to ring for our Friday morning talks, who will I garage sale with now? No one can take your place, my twin sister. I love and miss you so much. I feel humbled that you wrote me the letter asking me to fight for your girls clear back in 1989 and kept it all these years so we would find it going through your bedroom. It means the world to me that you had that confidence in me. There is nothing I wouldn't do for your girls, as mine. I didn't have 3 girls growing up, I had 6 or 7 or more. All our Beickman girls were mine as well as yours and Junes. I hope I can be here for them whenever they need me or want me around. I love them and hope we can help each other through our terrible loss of losing you way too early. I will never forget you, you are an integral part of my life and will continue to be so......this is not goodbye, this is till we meet again......."
"This has been so hard. I keep trying to pick up my phone and call you. I keep looking at your Facebook hoping to see an update. I keep hoping to hear grandma talking about the conversation you both had in the mornings. I miss you. I miss asking you for advice and laughing about past moments. My favorite moment was when you made me try your habaneŕo jerky and I was so mad. I miss all your jokes and pranks you'd play on me and everyone else. I miss you soooo much. I don't know who to call anymore. We talked about everything. I'll be sure to go see that movie we were supposed to go see for ya. I love you."
"Much like Brenda I am having a really hard time excepting that I lost my best friend. It's been so hard doing this alone. For the longest time I had you next to me to hold my hand and to wipe my tears. You've always told me everything will be okay. Skylers asks about you at least once a day. She doesn't yet understand she can not see you again tell she is in heaven as well. We miss you more than anyone can imagine. I want to thank you for everything you've done for us. I didn't get a chance to say that enough. The memory's are endless. I find myself picking up the phone to call you almost daily. I have so much to tell you.
Mom, I'm getting married to the man of my dreams!! When we have a baby I will name her after you.
I wish we had one more day. One more chance to say goodbye, one more hug, one more cry together.
I love you mom."
"mother. what the hell? i don't remember you consulting your daughters for permission to leave this early. there are two weddings to plan you know. and your letter to Judy- it was written like a hundred years ago- yet still has meaning for our lives today. I can't get the letter out of my head. Not fair. I wait and hope for you to come to me in a dream or even in the middle of the day. Thanks for all the fun times we had. Cocaine park, my first BMX bike, the one-bite fast food day. There is so much we get to pass on to our kids because you showed us things that nobody else did. I thank you for making me the person and mother I have become."
I don't know where to begin. I'm still in denial to face the.biggest issue that I've feared all of My Life. Trying not to yet face what will be the biggest blow I've ever endured. The fact that God has taken my BEAUTIFUL, Strong, Courageous, Funny, High-Spirited, Down to Earth Mother. I'm holding back the tears until I get tired of waking up saying "I wonder what Mom's doing?", or at a store thinking "I should ask Mom what She thinks", or just My Best Friend to talk to. I'm not trying to be selfish, I know that You are out of pain probably laying next to Me in bed. I hope You aren't mad I'm in Yout spot, using Your pillow. May You Rest in Peace until We see You again. I am still waiting on the flower in the living room...I Love You infinity times infinity Forever. Please tell the Family "Hello", and come see Me in another dream Please, Mom..Brenda"
"I met Jane, through her daughter, Jenny. Jenny is my very dear friend. Jane was very humorous and a practical joker. She would do things just to be different. One time she let Jenny color her hair, red and blue, cut and shaved part of her hair. Just so when she went back to Colorado, Jenny had one up on her sister, Amanda. Some of the things Jane would do for her girls was outrageous. Jane you left a mark in this world, and you will surely be missed. Rest in Peace, my friend."
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