Well here's another birthday that we can't be with you, hope your having a few drinks with your family and buddies. Well it's still not got any easier think it gets worse. Your the one person I always thought would be here forever from being a little girl I used to think my Nan is going to be around forever what will I do without her and I'm lost without you, you are the one person I want to talk to when I'm upset and I can't. I'm sorry Iv not kept my promise about going to see Dave I just don't like going to the house it doesn't feel lived in anymore it feels empty. I wish you could really read all the stuff I write to you xxxxx we love and miss you so much

Happy birthday nan, I hope you liked your balloons we got your favourite colour and ole chose you a star seen as your a twinkling star now. He asked me where you are today, I told him your in the sky and he sang twinkle twinkle little star. Still don't think he fully understands that he's not going to see you again. We love & miss you so much xxxxxxx

Well nan Bradley's already for his big run tomorrow he's doing 10k in memory of you to raise money for cancer research I'm very proud of him of him he's managed to raise just over £250 and that's without and sponsors from family, I Know you would of been very happy with him. Me & ole are going to be there at the finish line to cheer him on. Xxxxxx

Nan I wanted to set this page up for you so iv got some where I can come and write to you every time I'm thinking of you which is all the time lol, Evan it's jst to say hello I miss being able to come and see you on my days off or pick the phone up to you, ole misses going to see his ninny too think he misses his pennies for Tesco lol and all the change to put in the mere cate and how u always had chocolate in the tubs for him, he still checks them now they are slacking lol.
It still doesn't feel like I'm never going to see you again I keep thinking u are just on a long holiday and ur going to be sat on the sofa one day when I walk in, I never thought you would die I can always remember from being a teenager from when my grandad died Iv always said I don't know what il do without my nan she's not going to die she will be around forever lol if only. You were like a second mum to me. We all miss you so much, it's supposed to get easier but it's not xxxxxxxxxxxx ❤️❤️