Hey, sweetie. I miss you. always will. my love for you is eternal.

Love, its been 10+ years now. (10 years, six months and 5 days, but, who's counting?) I still miss you as badly, if not as painfully. Sorry about that, my pain receptors are numb. The kids are good, I am trying to be a better father, to be the one they should have had. I miss you. I remember when I would hug you, fiercely, and tell you that I loved you, and you would hug me back, and look in my eyes and tell me that you loved me. My heart, my whole body, my soul would fill to overflowing with the most warm, comforting, encompassing feeling. I miss that. I hope that you are still somewhere, and no that you were loved, intensely, completely, unendingly. Miss you, of course. Always will.

Happy Birthday, beloved. The kids send their love. You already have mine. I hope that you know, you are loved and missed. Hugs.

71 years today. 8 years without you. sigh. Its not as hard, but just as lonely. The kids are doing pretty good. They miss you too. I still see you in my heart, and in my head. I love your smile. I miss your hugs. Sleep well, beloved.

Happy 70th Birthday, dearest. We would have gone out and had a lovely dinner, maybe a play, or a movie. I would have bought you something in turquoise and silver, earrings or a necklace. And I would have told you that I love you, at least 70 times. :)

Janice, beloved. I will always see you everywhere, i wish you were here. I wish you were.

We truly miss you!
Love Ronnie and May

It doesn't become any easier. A little less sharp a pain, but still always there. I really missed you this year. Our son's marriage, you should have been there. You should be here.

My beloved, my dear, my friend. Life without you is without the joy i felt every day with you. I will always miss you. Love without end.

We miss you!

I still miss you, terribly. Life just isn't life, without you.
I wish you were here. I always will.

Jan, I wish you were here. Some days, i pretend you're just out somewhere, at work, away, shopping, and you'll be back soon. But, you're not. I get through the Holidays, mostly by pretending they're not. And, i think its beginning to sink in. You're gone. I won't ever see you again. Hold your hand. Kiss your cheek. Smile, and laugh with you. All of our little in jokes, stories, our history. I'm less than half what i was. But, life is still going on, I guess I will too. The worlds not as much fun, but, its still there, and i still have to deal with it. I miss you, love. I wish you were here, so I could tell you how much. Sleep well my dear.

Another year of gray, another year without you.
another year of waking up, and wondering why.

My love, my life, i miss you, everyday, every breath, every thought. I wish you were here. i wish i have one more year, one more day, one more second to tell you, to show you, how much you are to me. I will love you always. I will miss you always.

I rember like it was yesterday when you and Aaron came to visit. We went to our favorite Cajun eatery. And then you and Aaron sitting by the pool reading. '
You are sadly missed.

Ronnie and May

from C.S. Lewis: "No one told me that grief felt so like fear. . . . There is a sort of invisible blanket between the world and me."

Great love leads to great grief.

Jan I imagine you looking on to your family everyday. Today is your day to celebrate. I hope you are celebrating with them today. Wish you and your family only happy moments to remember. Miss you. Don't worry about your fish, we are no longer in Fish Ville. Take care Aaron Chris and Brandon.

Jan, I love you. I always will.

Dear Aaron and family. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you. I did not know jan well but I saw the two of you together a few times and I could see how close you were. Love is such a gift and I am happy for you that you and jan found that in each other. I hope your memories of each other continues to bring you joy. Know we are all thinking of you and your family. Love bridget

Dear Aaron
We are so sorry. We had no idea your wife Janice was ill.
May she watch over and guide you and your family.
God Bless, Rob and Lisa Bergman

Our thoughts and best wishes are with you Aaron. Having a best friend lose their fight is tough on you as it is for all that loved her. Hugs, and love- Theresa & Chris

Aaron,

Even in the worst times, I am sure your memories of her will keep a smile on your face and warmth in your heart. Your family is in my thoughts.

What a gift love is. It is the only thing that is real and it reverberates through time and space, echoing in the hearts, minds and souls of those left behind. God bless.

There are no words that will remove the pain.

I am very sorry for your loss.

We hope her memory brings you only joy. We were privileged to have met her. All our love, Dori, Nava and Shemaya

Dear Aaron and Family: Words are inadequate. I got to meet Janice only once and the Love between you two was evident. I am very sorry for your loss. We will make a donation as you suggested. ((BIG HUG)).
Love, Trixie

Aaron,

I'm very sorry for your loss.

Oh, Aaron, I am so sorry for your loss. If the thoughts and prayers of those who know, love and admire you can help you in this time of such sadness, I know that those thoughts and prayers are raining down on your now. This website is a beautiful tribute to your wife. Take care of yourself. Fondly, Diane

Dear Aaron,

I know that words are inadequate at a time like this but I wanted you to know how very sorry I am for your loss. I didn't know your wife but from everything you told me about her, she was a wonderful person. My best to you and your family. Kathy

For those of You, who would like to do something in Jan's memory, if you would like, please make a donation to any charity that supports Kidney Disease research, such as the Polycystic Kidney Disease Fund, or the National Institute of Health, Kidney Disease Program, etc., and/or;
Become an Organ Donor, and make sure your family knows.

Jan, you were my everything.
I will miss your smile, your laugh, your kiss, your touch, your breath.
I was a better person because of you.
 The world was a better place because of you.
Whatever I am, whatever I become, is because you were there, in my life.