I have been receiving many signs that Jared is here. Yesterday 6/22/22, when visiting Jared, there was an orange feather was on his marker, not far behind was a large white feather. White feathers signify that the spititual guides are present and that Jared is also letting us know he is around. 
An orange feather is rare and special, it is sent by spiritual guides and represents healing, letting go of anger, healing from pain including panic attacks and trauma. 
I know that this was from Jared, and he is helping me to find peace, just as I hope that he has. He will always be with me, he will always stay close, and I will always keep this feather with me.
I love you JJ and thank you for watching over me. 

Jared was cheeky, happy, creative and loved to play jokes, even as a small child. One of his favourite games started when he was about 3. We would go shopping, usually Bondi Junction. The first timeI I turned my back for a second, he was gone. I panicked as any parent would. Dana was with me, and forever the protective big sister, I could see she was worried too. 
I tried to stay calm and told her we would find him quickly in the toy section.
As we started to head in that direction, we heard on the loud speaker " we have a little boy with us, his name is Jared, and he's three years old. Would his mother please come and get him." Dana and I looked at each other and proceeded to the customer service desk where Jared was sitting on top of it, smiling with his cheeky grin and thinking how much fun this was. 
I picked him up and told him about not wandering off and he said he didn't wander- he knew where he was going. 
This soon became his favourite game- slip away from mum and have the loud speaker announce his name to come and get him. He thought it was hillarious!

One evening after work, I was getting Jared and Dana's dinner ready. We had walked in the door shortly before after picking them both up from after school care. I was busy getting their bags unpacked, baths and dinner. Jared was about five years old. He stood next to me in the kitchen and said "When do you have fun mum?" I had to pause for a moment and think about this, looking at him to find the right answer. I then said I have fun when I'm with you and Dana. 
He seemed to like and accept this answer as he nodded his curly head and then went off to get ready for his bath. Those words have also remained with me- when do you have fun mum? My answer is the same, when I'm with Dana and Jared (in my thoughts and my heart).