Nikki I miss you like crazy! It drives me crazy! I can't wrap around you not being here. I have cried si much that my eyes and head are pounding . I just miss you more than I can explain!! I love youmy special little friend.

It was a not good dayhas things where bad. I hadn't seen you in years even though we talked on the phone all the time.  I went visited a couple hours. Then I had to leave. I remember you kept hugging me and hugging me. Sheri had come to get me and you would hug me then talk to her . Then grab me again. Lol you would rock hug me . I told Sheri on the way home. She didn't want me to leave she kept hugging me. She said I know! What me are Sheri are Nikki didn't know Is!!!! That would be the last time I saw you.. how I wish I could go back to that day!!! I wouldn't let go!!!