Jason I still don’t understand why u left us, seeing our girls shattered to pieces kills me every single day. They loved u with every ounce of their hearts and u were ripped from their lives like nothing. We sit here an just tell each other all the memories we have of u but it’s not the same. The girls miss hugging u telling u they love u hearing ur voice seeing u. In a matter of a day everything was ripped away from them like the world in their eyes was ending. We always promised one another we would be here to watch our babies grow up an have babies an a family of their own, did I think it was going to be me here an u watching from above not in a million years, u left it all to me an it’s the most difficult thing to do. U may think I am strong enough to do this alone but I am not times I feel useless worthless alone broken hurt destroyed. We miss ur laugh we miss ur smartass remarks jokes we miss everything jason. N today marks a month u left us an it’s not getting easier for me or the girls I really need u to help us threw it all. Today is Easter an it’s going to be the most difficult day ever without u here. We miss u n love u so much jason