The anticipation was very relevant to our worries. Never would i second guess what would soon happen. Nor will i ever again. The days went on as any other day, we carried our daily activities. But something filled me that day that was new. Something i have never felt before. Aside fear was uncertainty above anything. The entire day seemed as if it had been undecided for me. As if everything that i had taken a mental note foward to was just erased and replaced with unknowing eventful fear. Little did i know this fear would soon become the loss of my own. 

My son entered this world for no longer than a few valuble seconds, but it was those seconds that changed me forever.

I want to tell my prespective of the events, as the father.

My name is Usman Hameed and my son Jayden Thomas Hameed will forever lay rest in me and his mothers hearts.