I thank God everyday that he gave me the final memory that I have with my brother.  I was feeling pretty down for alot of reasons and was at a real low point in my life...but April and I went to see him...and he grabbed my arm and took me around and outside to see everyone who was there hangin out that day...we went outside and he was like  "you remember my sister?"  I didn't feel awkward or out of place...I felt loved. It had been a long time since we had seen eachother. We got ready to leave and I almost stepped out the door with just a regular old "bye...cya later..."  Jayson stepped right down on my toe so I couldn't go anywhere and gave me a big hug and said  "love you girl."   That was the last time I saw my brother...and thank God in Heaven...that is the lasting memory I have...I can say I didn't miss goodbye.  <3