Hey Nan
Just a quick message to say I love you 
Amani is into those velour tracksuits now and all I can think of when she wears it is your lilac one ❤️ kids are growing up way to fast start year 11 in September and Jaxon will start secondary school you would be so proud of them all.  I hope grandad bill is behaving up there and your allowing him atleast 1 pint a day I know you’ve got dad with you too I can just feel it sometimes cause when I’ve dreamt of him I’ve seen you there too he’s probs giving you a heading winding you up like he did everyone 
Give my boys and Reggie a hug from me please.

Love you always nan xx

Mum...why am I still hurting...it won't go away but it does get easier .
Miss you so much..hug my boys tight please..love you always x

Mum.im still broken ..miss you so much..give Dad and my three boys hugs from me x x love always x

Thinking of you nanny Jean
Love and miss you so much hope grandad bill isn’t getting into too much trouble up there love you always

Laura xx

MUM............

Wishing you a heavenly birthday mum...love and miss you so so much x

Mum..time doesn't heal..miss you like mad..now you got dad there with you..miss him too..hope my 3 boys are being good..love you mum..always

Hi mum..miss you so much especially at Christmas.
So now you have dad with you too ..so sad to lose him it broke my heart but knowing you are back together is a good thing.
Mickey did him proud and you would have been so proud how they all came together to give dad a good send off ..are those boys being good...precious little cherubs...well sleep peacefully x love always x x

Well mum..you have dad with you now..I tried my best to keep the family together but sadly something's just can't be done..but we were there for dad..me Steve Laura Imran Michelle Louis and the grandkids..plus Mickey and Monica...they have been amazing....hope the boys are behaving..such precious little hearts . It's going to be hard on 31st..not only saying goodbye to dad but being there will be like losing you again...love you mum..kiss my boys from me ...always and forever..X X

Thinking of you especially. Today
Love you nanny Jean

Always and forever in my heart xxxx

Mum..14yrs and not a day goes by without thinking of you..miss you so much..you would be so proud of the girls but I'm sure you see them..give my special boys a huge hug from nana..I hug them often in my heart....well mum .you taught me so much but you didn't teach me how to live without you..that's the hardest lesson in life..love you for eternity..always and forever X X X

Hey Nan
Thinking of you today need a huge favour please give Scott and zak big hugs from me
Especially zak as it so his 5th birthday
Love you all so much
Miss you always xx

A beautiful Angel you are nanny jean
Nothing gets me through than knowing my boys are with you love and miss you always

Keep them all safe nanny xx

Mum I miss you so very much..please visit me in my dreams..let me know you and my 3 special boys are ok...love to you all always and forever x x

Love u always nan

Another birthday without you here to celebrate.never stop thinking about you mum..always will.miss you souch.hope my 3 special boys are being good.sleep well mum X X X

Hey mum.. 13 years today at about this time we as a family accompanied you to your final resting place. These years have been the hardest times.
Miss you so much and think about you so often..
Today just feels empty and painful even after all this time.
Love you mum more and more as time passes... Give my special boys the biggest hugs possible. Take care of my babies little babies... Such beautiful girls you would be so proud.. Sleep tight... Love you x x x

13 yrs today we had to say goodbye.. Your angel wings were ready long before we wanted to let you go..
R. I. P mum / nan /greatnan x x x x x x
Miss you so much mum.. The ache in our hearts doesn't go away. You taught us everything except how to live without you.. You are one of the most loved missed person.. Hope those 3 boys of ours are giving you hugs and kisses for us all here... We love you mum... More then can be imagined.. Love always Jan and your granddaughters Laura and Michelle x x x

Sending you the biggest birthday cuddles Nan
Love you always and forever ❤️

Thinking of you everyday as I always do but today is a special memory..
Wish I could hug you and tell you I love you mum.. All I can do is place flowers in places to show I'm thinking of you... Miss you more then anyone can imagine.. Some days hurt more than others... Hope my cherubs are behaving for you.. How we envy them for having you to themselves... Sleep sweetly mum.. Love you always and forever ❤️

Hey mum.. Thought of you so very much Sunday.. It was even harder this year with all that's going on with this pandemic and being kept away from the girls and kids
. Missing you so very much.. Please give my 3 precious cherubs a kiss from nana x x love you mum.. Sleep well x

Mum.. Thinking of you so much today.. Christmas just isn't the same this year but it don't stop me from missing you so so much..
Please mum give babies Scott Zak and Reggie as many hugs you can today from me.. Its heartbreaking knowing how much their families miss them and miss you too.. Take care of them mum please.. Loving you for ever.. Merry Christmas x x x

Mum.. Please hug the boys for me.. Especially little Reggie x x especially this week.. Love and miss you more then ever at the monet.. I need you right now.. Please mum visit me just for reassurance.. Love you x x

Forever I love and miss you
Always in my heart
Love u nan xx

Mum.. What can I say... 12 years today we laid you to rest.. Saddest day of my life knowing I won't see or speak to you again.. Many times I think oh I will call you to tell you.. Things like what my girls are doing and about my precious grandchildren.
Mum I'm sad about what happened with mickey and his brood but he is unreachable.. I really tried... But look at how the rest of your family are.. All talking communicating and being supportive.. That's family..
Miss you mum and as the sky lights up tonight with colour I will think of you even more... Love you mum.. That will never change x x x x x

12 years today mum you gained your angel wings.. How is it possible.. My heart is breaking today.. I miss you so much. It don't get easier it really don't.. Mum I love you so much.. Please give my special boys a big hug., I keep reliving those last moments they will stay in my mind for ever... R. I. P mum x x love you eternaly x

Miss you mum.. As your angel day gets closer my hear starts to ache more... I still feel the pain of losing you and that won't ever go away...
Part of me died too the day you left us.
I still relive those moments wishing I could change the outcome.
Please hug Scott.. Zak and Reggie for me.. I never got to hold Zak and Reggie but I loved them as much as I do all my babies..
R. I. P mum..... My angel queen x x x x

Another little birthday.. Give Zak plenty of hugs today.. I didn't get to meet him or hold him but he is held in my heart along with Scott and Reggie... They so blessed to have you x x love always x

Mum missing you so much time doesn't heal even though people say it does it just gets easier slightly but certain things reminds me of you you it might be a perfume it might be what someone says but always there's things around that always makes me think of you look after them boys so tiny and precious didn't get to meet sac or Reggie but that doesn't mean I didn't love them as soon as I knew they was on their way I was in love with them and I will miss them kiss them every night from me me and tell him that there nana love some all the world and more sleep tight mum love you you you you

Nanny
I hope your doing ok up there
Please spoil the boys for us especially today for Scott’s birthday 13 though how does this even seem possible it feels like only yesterday I had him I can still remember it all so clearly step by step.

How is Zak hope he is also being a good boy for his nanny jean you are so lucky to have them with you and now you also got baby reggie my beautiful nephew just let them know I love them all so deeply

Can imagine 3 little boys just playing up there so peacefully noisy to you nan but in my head it’s a beautiful sight. 

Miss you so much but love your visits they mean so much to me just these little signs you give me .

I know your always here with us
Love you deeply xx

Lou Lou (x) x

Miss you mum.. Please take care of baby Reggie just like I know you do with Scott and Zak... Kiss them for us each night and tell them we love them and always will... Give Scott special birthday hugs x x x

Mum.. We are so broken.. Another little boy taken from us.. Michelle's precious boy.. Baby Gill... So wanted.. So loved.. Please take care of him just as you have done with Laura's precious boys... Keep them warm and safe.. Please kiss them each night from us... Love you mum.. Rest peacefully x x x

Thinking of you on what would have been your wedding anniversary
Time doesn't heal.. We just manage to get by..
You taught me everything but not how to live without you... Sleep safely mum.. Love you more each day

Thinking of you on your birthday mum.. Missing you more then normal... You would of been so proud of the grandkids and all their children you didn't get to meet.. But I know you would have seen... Give Scott and Zak hugs from me please.. I miss and love them so much too.. Sleep sweetly my angel  love forever x x x

Love you nanny x

Close to your birthday mum.. Times are hard at the moment but I know you watch over us.. Still missing you so very much.. That never changes

Mum.. Missing you and it don't get any easier.. Just wish for one more day where I can tell you how much I loved you and still do. Hug those boys tight for me and let them both know they will forever be my special boys x x

Thinking of you nanny love u with all my heart miss you so very much. Xxx

mum..thinking of you more then ever on your birthday..the time doesnt heal..it just goes on..i miss you every day more and more...give my two precious angels hugs from nana too..love you forever...sleep peacefully beautiful angel ⚘ i will light my candle tonight in your memory next to your photo and the big bunch of yellow roses next to your photo x ❤

Blowing birthday kisses up to heaven for my beautiful nan
Love and miss you