Sister Santussika Memorial
Welcome. I want to welcome all of you into this beautiful space as we come together to honor Jeffrey’s life. I also want to welcome all the feelings and the thoughts that come in, so we can hold it all in this circle of love and compassion and respect. And, I want to welcome all the unseen beings, the angels, in Buddhism we call them devas, all the forces of goodness that support us and support Jeffrey in his journey onward.
My name is Sister Santussika. I am a Buddhist nun. Over the years, Jeffrey related to Buddhism more than any other religion. He did some studying and practice of Buddhism at a local monastery. So, his family wanted to have a Buddhist teacher speak today. I am going to share with you a perspective from the Buddha’s teachings.
The Buddha taught that everything that comes into being eventually dissolves again. Every being that is born will die. This is natural, but often when death comes, we think that something went wrong, especially when a young person dies. In reality, though, everything in this world, even when and how we die, comes about through causes and conditions. Death can come at any time, when we are young or middle aged or old.
In Buddhism, we see this one lifetime within a much larger context of many lifetimes. In Christianity and Judaism there is also life after death i.e. in heaven. In Buddhism, you might say, there is a longer view. On the night of his enlightenment, the Buddha saw many, many of his own past lives. He saw how he was born in a particular place, with such a name, in such a family, having this kind of food, with this experience of pleasure and pain, and this life span. Then he saw how he passed away and was reborn in another place, with such a name, in such a family, with that kind of food, with that experience of pleasure and pain, and that life span, and passing away from there, being reborn in another place. He saw thousands of such lifetimes. And then he saw the same kind of coming into being and passing away of other living beings and how each one would be reborn into conditions based on the actions and experiences in previous lives.
Most of us are not able to see this long view, so we don’t know why things happen the way they do. We don’t know what the causes and conditions were that led to things being the way they are now. So sometimes we don’t have the compassionate understanding that we would have if we could see all that came before.
This is a bit like being caught in the rain. We only know that right here it is raining. If we could rise up above the earth and see the pattern of the weather, we would see that the winds blow the clouds and storms across vast distances. We would see where this storm has come from and where it is going. We would understand how and why it is raining here now.
This life that we are living right now is shaped to some large degree by what came before. The greatest influence we have is in what we choose to think, say and do right now, in response to the circumstances we find ourselves in at this moment. We can use this experience to develop greater wisdom, kindness and compassion, so we will continue to make more and more skillful choices which will affect our future as well as our present experience.
When someone chooses to end their own life, it is very common to think “If only I had ….” We may think that we could have changed the direction of that path. And yet, such a decision is part of a much bigger picture. For Jeffrey, we know that he was suffering physically; and it is the case that when the body dies, the physical suffering ends. We hope for him that this was a great relief. As for the lessons that Jeffrey still needs to learn to be truly happy and free, wherever his stream of consciousness has gone, that will be a place where those lessons can be learned.
The greatest lesson all of us can learn from this experience is one of compassion, to have compassion for Jeffrey, for his suffering, for his family and friends, for ourselves and for all beings. From this ocean of compassion, we can support Jeffrey in his continuing journey. Anything that we do that is good, any kind word or heartfelt prayer, any support for someone in need, any work or effort towards something wholesome can be dedicated to Jeffrey’s well-being, to support him as he travels on.
Jeffrey’s body is here with us today. It reminds us of him, but he has gone on his way. We send our love and compassion and the benefits of our own good actions along with him. May he be well and happy. May we all be well and happy.