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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Jenni Hammerson, 29 years old, born on April 7, 1987, and passed away on July 29, 2016. We will remember her forever.
July 18, 2019
July 18, 2019
My dearest Jenni doll, 3 years now... I still ache for you, I still miss you every minute of every day, I still cry for you! The pain of losing you will never leave me. My love for you will never diminish!  How I wish you were here to still make me laugh! You were the most amazing person! I was watching videos of you and Nevaeh and Milo... man how you could see the love you had for them! I think you would have given anything for them! I wish you could be here to make them laugh still. And oh how you would have loved Frida!! She is a year and a half old now. She is so much like you! She is such a character and so independent! I know she would have adored her Auntie Jenni just as Milo and Vaeh did and still do! Vaeh was just here and she talked about you a lot. I want you to know that we DO see your signs and thank you for them!  The I love Jenni you put on my T.V. menu, the paystub you put in Aunt Nanny's car that she had throughly cleaned, the call to Fred Thurman asking for Jenni right when he was thinking of you and your antics in the Warehouse. I know God needed you in Heaven, but I wish he knew how much I need you here! I suppose he does know that... The days are just not the same without you! I still often reflect on that fateful day... how was I not able to save you? I am your mother! I should have made them make you better at the hospital.  I should have been able to do that! I should not have let them talk me into taking you off life support. People tell me it was meant to be, but I still feel maybe you would be o.k. now if I had just made them keep you on it. I don't think I will ever get past that! Doll, you were an amazing person, a loving funny wonderful daughter.... How I wish you had a family of your own now. You would have had the sweetest funniest kids!  I would have made you take them to Disneyland!!! Always know (I am sure you do) I always am thinking of you and Rach, ALWAYS! I cry for you both often. I dream of you all the time and I am so thankful for the time with you in the dreams. I miss you beautiful! Mommy loves you so much!!!  I will see you again one day! Please have the biggest hug ready for me!
April 6, 2018
April 6, 2018
Lori Claar Miller
3 hrs ·
Happy Heavenly Birthday tomorrow my Angel Jenni Hammerson, Mommy misses you!

This day, like all of the other holidays and milestones will bring with it a fresh round of hurt, grief, pain, and tears. This is your second birthday in heaven, and I can assure you that it won’t be any easier than the first one was.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you, and how things would be different if you were still here. You would have seen your nephew Milo grow in to such a handsome and smart little boy, you would have seen your new beautiful niece Frida and been able to roll and play with her on the floor. She would have adored you just as Milo and Nevaeh did! And little Miss Nevaeh is in school now, she is so beautiful, you would have been so proud of her! You would have gone to Grace church with me and you would have loved it! I can just see you dancing and singing to the songs and that would give me chills because you sang so well and I just loved to hear you singing along!
I could still have you call me on the way to work and ask me to pick up your favorite Venti White Mocha…. You would be so sweet about it I just couldn’t say no. This shouldn’t be the second birthday we have celebrated without you, because you should still be here. We shouldn’t know what any of this feels like.
You should still be here laughing and pulling pranks and playing with your nieces and nephews. You should be here with a child of your own. How you would have loved your child and oh so cherished it! You should still be here, to be with us, to be watching your horror movies and going to church, and going to lunch and giving me the little kisses on the cheek and to have continued to make the world around you a better place. But you’re not here. And it’s not fair. I know you didn’t have a choice in the matter, and I know you were tired because you gave so much of yourself so freely. God only takes the best, so He chose you. And I miss you more than words can say.
But because you are not here, I have to just think about all the memories I have of you and dream of you constantly which I am very grateful for the dreams of you. Happy 2nd birthday in heaven Jenni Doll. I just pray that you are happy and resting easy now. Look after your family and keep them safe.
Missing you always, and loving you forever.
My love for you still grows daily!!

The pages of history they tell me it’s true
That it’s never the perfect; it’s always the ones with the scars that You use
It’s the rebels and the prodigals; it’s the humble and the weak
The misfit heroes You chose
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December 4, 2017
December 4, 2017
Miss you Jenni Doll! Every single day! And your sissy too! Hope you are dancing in Heaven!
Love you so much!
Mama

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July 18, 2019
July 18, 2019
My dearest Jenni doll, 3 years now... I still ache for you, I still miss you every minute of every day, I still cry for you! The pain of losing you will never leave me. My love for you will never diminish!  How I wish you were here to still make me laugh! You were the most amazing person! I was watching videos of you and Nevaeh and Milo... man how you could see the love you had for them! I think you would have given anything for them! I wish you could be here to make them laugh still. And oh how you would have loved Frida!! She is a year and a half old now. She is so much like you! She is such a character and so independent! I know she would have adored her Auntie Jenni just as Milo and Vaeh did and still do! Vaeh was just here and she talked about you a lot. I want you to know that we DO see your signs and thank you for them!  The I love Jenni you put on my T.V. menu, the paystub you put in Aunt Nanny's car that she had throughly cleaned, the call to Fred Thurman asking for Jenni right when he was thinking of you and your antics in the Warehouse. I know God needed you in Heaven, but I wish he knew how much I need you here! I suppose he does know that... The days are just not the same without you! I still often reflect on that fateful day... how was I not able to save you? I am your mother! I should have made them make you better at the hospital.  I should have been able to do that! I should not have let them talk me into taking you off life support. People tell me it was meant to be, but I still feel maybe you would be o.k. now if I had just made them keep you on it. I don't think I will ever get past that! Doll, you were an amazing person, a loving funny wonderful daughter.... How I wish you had a family of your own now. You would have had the sweetest funniest kids!  I would have made you take them to Disneyland!!! Always know (I am sure you do) I always am thinking of you and Rach, ALWAYS! I cry for you both often. I dream of you all the time and I am so thankful for the time with you in the dreams. I miss you beautiful! Mommy loves you so much!!!  I will see you again one day! Please have the biggest hug ready for me!
April 6, 2018
April 6, 2018
Lori Claar Miller
3 hrs ·
Happy Heavenly Birthday tomorrow my Angel Jenni Hammerson, Mommy misses you!

This day, like all of the other holidays and milestones will bring with it a fresh round of hurt, grief, pain, and tears. This is your second birthday in heaven, and I can assure you that it won’t be any easier than the first one was.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you, and how things would be different if you were still here. You would have seen your nephew Milo grow in to such a handsome and smart little boy, you would have seen your new beautiful niece Frida and been able to roll and play with her on the floor. She would have adored you just as Milo and Nevaeh did! And little Miss Nevaeh is in school now, she is so beautiful, you would have been so proud of her! You would have gone to Grace church with me and you would have loved it! I can just see you dancing and singing to the songs and that would give me chills because you sang so well and I just loved to hear you singing along!
I could still have you call me on the way to work and ask me to pick up your favorite Venti White Mocha…. You would be so sweet about it I just couldn’t say no. This shouldn’t be the second birthday we have celebrated without you, because you should still be here. We shouldn’t know what any of this feels like.
You should still be here laughing and pulling pranks and playing with your nieces and nephews. You should be here with a child of your own. How you would have loved your child and oh so cherished it! You should still be here, to be with us, to be watching your horror movies and going to church, and going to lunch and giving me the little kisses on the cheek and to have continued to make the world around you a better place. But you’re not here. And it’s not fair. I know you didn’t have a choice in the matter, and I know you were tired because you gave so much of yourself so freely. God only takes the best, so He chose you. And I miss you more than words can say.
But because you are not here, I have to just think about all the memories I have of you and dream of you constantly which I am very grateful for the dreams of you. Happy 2nd birthday in heaven Jenni Doll. I just pray that you are happy and resting easy now. Look after your family and keep them safe.
Missing you always, and loving you forever.
My love for you still grows daily!!

The pages of history they tell me it’s true
That it’s never the perfect; it’s always the ones with the scars that You use
It’s the rebels and the prodigals; it’s the humble and the weak
The misfit heroes You chose
Image may contain: 2 people, including Lori Claar Miller, people smiling, eyeglasses and selfie
December 4, 2017
December 4, 2017
Miss you Jenni Doll! Every single day! And your sissy too! Hope you are dancing in Heaven!
Love you so much!
Mama
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