Hey mommy. Its Anna banana....again.... The day is going good so far.... thinking about you a lot though.....Goodness there are so many people i would want you to meet if you were here. You would really like them. Or at least i think you would, i dont know what you like. i dont know about you so i can barely say you would like them. You know.... i miss you. i know i say that a lot but i do....I see these girls and their moms. I see how connected they are. I want that. Traci, is amazing. She is so loving. She takes care of me so much. She loves me. I love her. I just wish i had you too mommy. i miss you. i miss us. Alexis was so good when you were here. i think you leaving changed her. It changed me too, she when to the things you went to. I went to lifting. I found lifting as my out lit. OH, i had a meet last, last Thursday! I got 4th place, out of 5 people. I have a meet this Thursday. I have to get beat 2 girls in my weight class. I dont know if i qualify for regional but i hope i do! ive worked really hard! I wish you could see me now, and help me get through those days. I really want dad and traci to come to my lago vista meet. or if i make regional i hope they come, its really important to me. ANYWAYS! im sorry i write you everyday, it just helps a little, you know? I feel like if i write on here telling you about my day or what i am thinking i might be able to breathe and get past it, but i honestly think im not ever going to get past it. I wish you were here, mommy. Iloveyou! <3