Hello, my love, I know I haven't written to you in a while but you know I talk to you. I am doing good; I bought a home so I am no longer homeless. I am in school for RN to further my career. My oldest daughter and grandbaby live with me which is nice, trying to get my mom to move here but that's a struggle, she doesn't like the cold lol. I miss you so much. I found the last text you sent me before you passed and showed my daughter and I just cried. I love you so much, sweetheart. Merry Christmas my love.

Hey baby, well I'm a nurse now (LPN) but having trouble in life, AGAIN. Kids are grown & I'm a grandma, but unfortunately I'm living in a tent, yes babe I am homeless. I can't seem to catch a break. I'm trying really hard to get job but with no money or a place that is safe for my cats it's hard to leave them in the tent for 8+ hours a day in fear of someone taking them because I'm not there. They have water, the best food, and a litter box but people are so quick to judge. They are all I have right now and they are still very spoiled. Anywho i miss you so very much. I need you so bad right now. I love you baby.

Well babe, it's been 4 years today and I still miss you as if we were together yesterday. But I have great news though, I am now officially an LPN :) AND almost a grandma. She lives on the east coast I loves it so I am visiting her and love it to. I'm thinking I'll move over to the east coast and start over. Anywho love. I miss and love you so much. <3

Hi baby. I know it's been awhile, things have been hard again. I did finish nursing school so I know you are proud of me but some unfortunate things have happened. New landlords took over and kick us all out so had to leave my job and move a state away to my mom's. I'm living in a tiny trailer while job searching and transferring things over takes awhile. I miss you so gosh darn much, it hurts. Some good news, The oldest is married and about to have a baby of her own. Second one should hopefully be home from over seas after 2 years. Dinners crossed. Anywho I love you so much. Please keep watching over me.

I can't believe it's already been 3 years since you left me, only feel like a few days still. I have been doing good, I graduated nursing and about to take my licencing test. I miss & love you so much

hello handsome, I've missed you. sorry, I haven't been on but I do have some great news. I have 4 weeks left of nursing school and on my way to an awesome career. I love you so much I miss you deeply and wish you were here to hold me

Happy new year my love. Wish you were here so I can give you that new year kiss. I love you so much

Hello my love, today has been two years since you have been gone. I miss you so much and wish you were here. You would be so proud of me. I miss holding you, kissing you, and just looking at you, hearing your voice. Anywho I love you and will talk to you soon. <3

Hello my love, I know I haven't been on but I got some great news, I passed all my first term finals for nursing school. One step closer to my goal :) <3 I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here everyday.

Hello my love, well things are getting a little better. School is hard but I'm hanging in there. I'm at least passing with B's anywho I thought I would stop by and say hi and I love yous.

Hi baby, I miss you and was, as always thinking of you. I know you have been watching out for me, I can feel it <3 love you hun

Hi hun, I've been thinking about you like always. School has been going really good so far. been trying to save up so I can go see my daughter graduate from the marines. I want to surprise her, Her boyfriend plans to ask her to marry her so I have to be there. anywho I hope your dancing in the sky and watching over us. I love you

Hi, sweetheart, it's been a long couple weeks. my school has been keeping me busy but I love it not the cost though that's just crazy but it will be worth it in the end. I still think of you every day and I'm so glad I can come here and talk to you. Just wish you could back. I love you

Well babe, as my angle you know what's been going on. I know my dad is up there with you. He passed from cancer so now I've lost so many people back to back. Kids and I are barely hanging in there. I've lost my job so many is tight. I've tried to do a go fund me thing https://www.gofundme.com/634zqcs4 but know one could help so I've lost the car and had to get something that at least gets me from a to b. I've started school to help me with furthering my career but loans are so much I won't get anything back to help with living, but hey at least I'll have an awesome career in a year and a huge debt. I miss you so much I wish you were here to help me through this. Even being on here helps me. I love you Jeremy

P.S. I still have your sweater and wear it, it's a little big but that's ok <3

I LOVE YOU,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, WE BELONG TOGETHER.
FOREVER I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT
MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONGER THAN ANY OTHER FEELING.

Hi hun, I came across a song that just summed it up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfP9N7jJX9c

The day I saw your picture I knew I had met my soul mate. We had written each other for hours and hours that night, knowing that you had to get up for work really early that next morning you didn't care. It was the most fun and exciting conversation I had ever had with anyone. As soon as we finally met we both knew it was love at first site. I never believed in that stuff before you but I knew. Since then It was like we were inseparable. We loved the same things, did the same things and I was so in love with your beard lol. You had made me feel so happy and I hadn't been happy in a long time. You made me feel loved and safe. The first time I slept over I had to leave you bed because you were snoring so loud lol you kept me up. I would give anything to listen to you snore again. I will cherish all those moments forever. I love you Jeremy.

Hi hun, I was able to load some photos of you today for everyone to see what an amazing man you were. I love, miss, and think of you every day. I know someday I will see you but for now, I will settle with you being my angle. <3

I love and miss