I celebrated you! You are & will forever be in my heart. I MISS YOU DADDY BEAR :, (

I'm getting ready to move out. The holidays are fast approaching & I miss you so much! I love you baby bear!

There is not a day or an hour not even a minute that goes by when your not in my thoughts.. I imagine how life would be different if we would of got back 2-gether. I do know that I would of never took you for granted EVER again. Every day that we shared I would feel blessed. I miss you sooo much! I' am having such a hard time w/o you. I miss talking to you. Laughing with you. Laughing at things no one would ever laugh at. Just between us. I miss Mylow & Indio so much. Please help guide me everyday to make the right decisions & do things the way you would want me too. I love you so much & that will never change EVER!!! Sending you all my love & kisses...

Well its the 19th of October my brother & I got in a fight i'm sure you heard it all. It was terrible. I was ready to give up & surrender wave the white flag. I stayed strong because I knew that you would want me to mend things & not give up. We both apologized and the sun was shining then it started to rain I knew they were tears from heaven because you wanted me down here w/my family. I will fight with everything I have to get out of this dark place. I will get strong again & stand on my own 2 feet. Go to school I want to get Indio so please give me a sign thats the right thing. I know Mylow is happy. I'm trying to make up w/your sisters. Baby Bear this is so hard that you left me behind but I can just hope & believe that we will see each other again and you r with your loved ones especially your dad. They say only the good die young. You will ALWAYS be the love of my life. I think your the sexiest man on earth or with the stars. I long for your touch and your kisses. I will never love again PLEASE look after me & give me strength to reach my goals keep the stars twinkling. Kisses & nibbles love you!

I MISS YOU BABY FOREVER & ALWAYS INFINITI......