"Hello Sweetheart. A kiss I leave upon your cheek, as the wind blows it brings me the memory of you. Only I can understand and feel the pain of not having you here(with me). As I fall asleep at night I see you laying in your place of rest, I know you from your head to your toes. Your hair, the feel of it, your arms the hands that labored so hard for your family," your knees worn from the years of hard work, everything...I remember. It does'nt seem quite fair that you are no longer here. Done is so final, I still have it sneak in on me like a taunting dream and say he's gone in a whisper, never to be here again, can no one see the pain I feel, only Jesus can hold my hand and help me walk on days that are weak, I miss you baby, and my love is still....ONLY for you..No man shall know me as you did. Your Loving wife

Hello Baby, went to visit you today, I don't even see you, I close my eyes and I see you there...lying peacefully, missing you, wanting you, to see that wink of the eye you always was ready to give, you......were such a gentle man, no one saw....but me sweetheart...........that wonderful, gentle man that I had learned to lean on, you were my crutch in life, no matter what I always knew I could lean on you. I love you baby...until the next time.

Here I am once again, I love you honey, maybe you can get a glimpse of just how much you are missed. I know there in heaven there is no sadness, but maybe Jesus can just let you see a glimmer of me, touch me with a wisp of your hand, so I know you are close.....close....if I listen and breath very softly I'll hear the flutter of your wings, as you know, You Are An Angel now.....I Love you my sweet Love......

Another Night, another Day, my love......I miss you always and think of you often, the thing's that could have been, should have been, might have been. The lusture of you smile, the fragrance of your smell, the way you used to wink at me and smile and make  feel, I was the only one that existed, right then and there, I miss you baby.

Our 40th wedding Anniversary coming up October 30th...Life is to short, enjoy it to the fullest as long as you keep it within the boundaries of Jesus........All have walked, tripped and fallen, dust yourself off, take his hand and He will carry you through.****************I have this posted on my profile...............little did I know at the time I had barely two years left with my sweet love...........Cherish one another while you have you love...............It is taken away in a *****BREATH***WHO could have known by our 42nd Anniversary.......He would be Gone.............

sometimes you have to cry to let the hurt out of your heart, tears are the words the heart cannot speak

I asked the Lord to bless you, as I prayed for you today.
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To guide you and protect you as you go along your way...
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His love is always with you his promises are true, and
when we give Him all your burdens,
you know He'll see you through.
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So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best...
Just remember my friend I'm always here praying,
and God will do the rest.
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May the good Lord guide you and bless you always. Your Husband, Jerry

Never, ever could I have dreamed I would write something like this. You always believe you will be together forever. Life has a way of sneaking up and snatching your joy, your laughter, away. If I had not had Jesus to lean on, I personally would not have made it through the loss of my sweet dear Husband. When we heard of his illness, he cried, he cried for me.....what love is this, I could only hold him, comfort him, our lives lay at the feet of Jesus.Each day we tried to cling to the faith that he would be healed, and when he passed I was in shock, I had this faith..standing at the foot of the bed, my husband lying there, eyes open, actually had a glow, a smile on his face......but I was stunned..it really happened. And everyday for 15 months I still tell myself......He's Gone