Well Bro it's been another year and I still miss you like crazy. Thanks for helping me find GiGi I know you and Jean had a hand in that. She gives me alot of love and peace of mind. I know we still have our "talks" but it's not the same as having you here with me. I am sure you are well and say "Hi" to everyone for me. Thanks for always looking out for me and my family I feel you around me often. Love you, Your little sissy

Still missing you and hoping that you are in a better place. Love you

I still remember the time I went with you on a field service call to fix an Organ on Martha's Vineyard. That was a great day and I will remember it forever.
I found that even though we were estranged due to crazy family circumstances, we had many similar interest and were alike in so many ways.
I remember your adopted turtle that you let hibernate in your basement, and your dog Ubu.  I remember the pictures you showed me of you with Aerosmith and the Black Crows, photos taken when you repaired their Hammond B3 Organs.  Also I remember back when you went with me and my young sons to go maiden my large sailplane. That's back when I was just learning how to fly radio control aircraft.  The CG was off and that was the only flight of that model aircraft. 

I hope others can learn from the mistake I made. I stood up to my family and stated I wanted to get to know you better but I also didn't want to burn bridges with my family. The situation was nuts. I shouldn't of been afraid to hurt their feelings to what I thought was right. I wanted to bring you my club's field where I fly model aircraft, I came a long way since the 90s.

Last year when I saw you in the hospital I was hoping that your prognosis was wrong and it was Lyme Disease curable with a strong dose of antibiotics. A friend was diagnosed the same as you but it turned out to be Lyme disease and he survived. 

I hope there is a life after this. My wife gets upset with me because the older I get, the less religious I become.  But, there's got to be something after this, right ? I would hope that life didn't just happen by chance.

I hope your at peace. 

Just sitting here thinking about you today not unlike every day really. I miss you and wish with all my heart that someday I will see you again. In the meantime I do feel you around me and I get that you want me to know that you are in a good place but the way everything happened just sucked. Guess there is not much more to say but "I love you and miss you." You were a great brother to me .

It was so hard to see you go but it was harder to know how you suffered and had to endure the debilitating symptoms of your illness. When I heard that you had finally passed I felt relieved that our angels had finally come for you. I prayed that they would because you had been through enough and you needed to be free. You were always a wonderful brother to me and I will always feel privileged to be your little sissy.
I have felt you close and hope it wasn,t a dream when you came and told me that when you got to heaven you woke up to
Boo licking your face and you were reunited with Jeanne and Mom and they brought you to see everyone. I know you are still watching over me and my family and keeping us safe. 
I love you and cannot wait to see you again.

My Dear Brother. I am soooo sorry that I was not there for you. Did not know how much you suffered. I will always have a heavy heart that I did not get a chance to tell you that "I Love you" one last time. You always took the time to help me whenever needed. And I have wonderful memories of you teaching me how to drive on your stick shift Cougar and those awesome drives through the back roads of Rhode Island and Massachusetts and never once yelled at me for grinding the clutch gears. I have a lot of memories that make me cry and laugh. Your voice was sooooo beautiful, I will never forget you singing the "Ave Maria" at Ray & Marge's wedding and seeing you perform on the Ted Mack Hour on TV. I was sooooo proud of you. I have a lot to be sorry for as the years went by we did not keep in touch. Please forgive me brother for letting that happen. I wish I had a do over but we have only one life and than it is over! I Love you dearly your Sissy Terry