It's been awhile..I'm sorry. I hope your nana has met up with you. I've had a hard time lately..(lately, that's funny). Life pretty much sucks. I don't have you, I don't have her...yeah. Why bother right? I wrote letters, debating within my mind what's right or wrong...I don't know anymore. I only know I won't see you tomorrow. I can't text you, I can't pick you up and her you call me ma'jwa as you drop heavily in the passenger seat. I won't see Daisy flip out trying to get to you, I won't see Izzy waving goodbye till we're not seen. I should told you I loved you more. I should have held you even when you hated it. I fear I'm losing my memory and I hate..that. I miss you both so much. I feel drained. I'm not sure how much I have left. I am trying..it just sucks.