Good morning mommy its time to eat and change my diaper!! Ive ate and been changed and i wanna go back to sleep mommy.. I sleep for a couple hours and then i hear a beautiful voice calling for me.. I should be scared but im not.. Everything is all white and pretty and whos that big man? Whos holding me? She has glasses and shes very pretty.. Is that  you mamaw mommy i think it is. She says shes going to take care of me now not to be afraid.

     I see you mommy please dont cry, im not gone im still here.. Im an angel now mommy ill be with you forever and always.. No Daddy dont be sad ill always be in your heart. mamaw says i will see you again when its time just be strong until then.. I see you and mommy crying so much but i dont want you to be sad its not so bad here..Its really amaizing actually.. Theres someone named Jesus here too he says to stand tall hes there to carry your pain and help you through your grief just look to him mommy and daddy.. And tell sissy i love her and im with god now.
 Goodbye mommy, daddy, sissy, family and friends i will see you again someday and i will be watching over each and every one of you because im called a guardian angel now and ive got big things to do. I love you all and i will mis you too.  Remember Daddy your the man of the house now so take care of mommy and sissy for me  

We moved to a new place today.. Mommy and daddy says its our own home.. Me and sissy have a room together and it full of our toys and stuff and sissys bed.. Mommy and daddy like to play with me.. i smile alot for them because it makes them happy and smiley..

we are home from the hospital now and mommy wont stop fussing over me.. I think shes the baby sometimes.. I like to wake up really early alot because im hungey and theres wet stuff in my diaper, so mommy wakes up and takes care of me.. daddy does to sometimes but its mostly mommy because she cant get enough of me.. mommy and daddy like holding me alot and i love it too. I like being rocked its calming.. Mommy always has something out she says its a camera.. Its always on me. I got to meet my big siter too shes wonderful.. she likes to pat me and feed me. she even gives me my passy when i cry.. She takes good care of me and i love her alot.. Even when shes being silly playing with me.. My family is so full of love..

I can feel it getting tight in here! Mommy whats happening? I can hear alot of comotion out there.. Mommy you gotta breath when it gets smaller in here it hurts.. Thats better mommy.. They put a weird mask on you to help you breath and help me mommy its ok dont worry im fine.. Wheres all that water mommy it dissapeared.. Oh boy here we go.. Here i come mommy!! You gotta push hard mommy i really wanna see you. please hurry im excieted! WHAA! WHAA! Hi mommy and daddy here i am.. A perfect little boy at 8 pounds 6 ounces and 21 inces long aint i a big boy!! No problems and perfect health.. Mommy looks better from out here.. And theres my daddy isnt he something.. Mommy puts me close to her chest and i stop all the fussing because im safe with my mommy and i can feel the love. Then comes daddy.. Hes not as soft as mommy but hes warm and safe.. The lights are bright and its awful noisy but i know its ok.. Ow wait something not right.. My collar hurts bad and the doctor says it broke when i came from mommy.. It will get better but it hurts.. Mommy is such a mommy she wont leave me alone at all.. I like my mommy i stop crying when she picks me up.. I love my daddy too hes great we spend alot of time together..

     Mommy and Daddy found out i was wonderfully growing in mommys belly in May of 2012. They were suprised at first, but later came to be happy. I had only been growing for 6 weeks when mommy went to the doctor the first time so i was really tiny. I could feel mommy all around me, she was safe and warm.

     I kept growing bigger and bigger each and every day.. Then the day came when i could finally hear mommy, daddy and sissys voices. IT WAS AMAIZING!!! I loved the sound of their voices it made me happy. Mommy used to give me all kinds of hugs, i could feel her arms around her tummy all the time.. I bet she looked funny hugging her belly. But she didnt care.. Daddy used to put his head n mommys belly all the time and talk to me.. I dont understand whats hes saying but his voice is nice and comforting.. Ive got things growing off me they are long and have smaller thing growing off them.. i can move them and fe tem what are they?

     Im really big now! I think its getting crowded in here and i wanna meet my mommy and daddy. Whoa! Whats happening im falling down.. Im upside down here whats the big idea?? This is kinda wierd..