I love you and miss you so much baby!!! I think I have finally come to realize that I will never get over you.  I miss "us".  You were my rock to lean on for everything and now your gone.  Now my life revolves around being a mom to our little princess.  Nothing else matters, no going out partying and drinking anymore.  Jordan misses you so much.  She asks me everyday when is this world going to end so we can go be with daddy again.  I spent a hour last night rubbing her back while she cried herself to sleep because she was missing you.  It breaks my heart seeing her like this.  There is something so special about you that no one can ever fill your place.   My heart is with you and it always will be..... you were right, we are soulmates...forever!!  Until our next life begins.... you just got there a little sooner than me....